We got home he hasnt let me go the whole entire car trip he took me upstairs ''do you want to take a shower?" he asked i nodded not lifting my head from his chest i was exhausted and hurting he took me in the bathroom and put me on the sink he started the shower he then stepped infront of me
''need anything else" i shook my head slowly he helped me down from the sink he took his jacket off and helped me in the shower i sat on the floor and just let the water run over me ''if you need anything just let me know" he said and walked out i sat there for awhile starring at my hands blood was still on them i put them under the spray and grabbed the soap i was so mad i scrubbed my whole body like fifty times i was so disgusted with myself i got out of the shower my legs were still kind of shacky i wrapped myself up in the towel and went into the bedroom jace was on the chair eyes still red he looked up at me the color of his eyes went to a soft brown he stood up he was about to say something but he didnt i sat on the bed next to where he was he knelt down infront of me and stared at me ''im really sorry" he whispered holding my hands
''i know" i whispered back ''it could happen to anyone anywhere anytime" he tood up and brought me with him he wrapped me up in his arms ''i know but i wished it didnt have to happen to you but i made it happen im so sorry i shouldnt have done this" he kissed the top of my head i walked into the bathroom again and got dressed in my pj's i walked back into the room crawled into bed and curled up into a ball and went to sleep.
I awoke i was in the middle of the bed jace wasnt there i walked down stairs he was on the couch fast asleep i went into the kitchen and opened the fridge i got 4 bottles of blood and sat on the chair and starred at them i reached for one my hand was shacky i grabbed the bottle and chugged it then the next and the next then the last bottle i put it on the kitchen table and stared at them
''you drank all of those?" jace sat in the chair
''yeah" i leaned back in the chair ''i want to learn how to use the weapons" i said he looked at me
''why?"
''so this doesnt happen again" i played with a bottle ''and if i new how maybe it wouldnt have happened" he came over to me and kissed me cheeck
''alright ill teach you"
''now?"
''why now?"
''i want to go out tonight"
''you sure?"
''yes" he stood up straight crossed his arms over his chest and sighed
''alright ill go get dressed" he went upstairs i followed ''put sweats and a plain t-shirt on" I he said
''ok" i did what he said and waited downstairs he was on the phone with someone
''brandon and desirea have already left they ran into some trouble so brandon left early to protect your sister"
''oh.....ok" well that sucks but i understood why he would leave early
''so zsadist is going to help with your training" i nodded we walked out the door i went to the car ''no we run" jace said taking off i followed i still hurt wherre gary had penetrated me but i ignored the pain well atleast tried to. i stopped at the forest bending over the pain was getting worse
''you alright?" jace asked
''yeah im fine" i lied
''alright lets go" he took off again i started to run but i had to stop cause of the pain but i didnt stay there for long i took a deep breath and let it out slowly then ran again jace and zsadist were already talking
''what took you so long?" jace asked
''oh i tripped over a root"
''oh.........ok well first lesson is speed and your good but you need to be able to see everything as you run feel everything with your senses and not trip over anything ill be teaching you speed zsadist will help but hes mainly for weapons" we got in a line and ran i lasted for about an hour till i went to my knees the pain was just unbearable jace and zsadist surrounded me
''whats wrong?"
''it hurts" i said i didnt have to explain it he got it
''can you walk?" i shook my head he scooped me up and we left
''i thought this couldnt happen to a vampire"
''it can some of the tales you read it books are a lie" he said ''vampires in some ways are just like humans but we can tolerate pain better than what they can and we dont die as easy" zsadist dropped us off at the house i was able to walk to the house i laid down on the couch
''what else?"
''the cross and church myth is fake the stake is true anything that is able to pierce our heart will work even plastic" he brought me a bottle of blood i didnt drink i just wanted to lay here ''and its very rare and i do me rare but vampires can get pregnant" my eyes wided what if gary? i couldnt even finish that thought
''but it is very rare" he noticed my expression ''i doubt you will get pregnant from that piece of scum"
