I awoke to someone banging on the front door i looked at the clock it was seven thirty in the morning. i got up i so wasnt in the mood for company
'BANG BANG'
''IM COMING" i yelled the banging stop ugh this is a headache and a half, i opened the door there stood desirea
''are you mad?" she asked
''no im peachy" i said with a hint of sarcasm she walked in with brandon right behind her looking around carefully for any type of danger
''brandon chill theres nothing here" i said but it was pointless he still looked tensed and ready to fight i closed the door behind him ''desirea do you know what time it is?" she nodded ''why are you here so early?" she looked at brandon he shrugged
''well um i" she started to play with her hair oh and by the way we dont look alike that much anymore i died my hair and im more paler than her now that im a vampire
''what?" i sat on the couch waiting for her to tell me
''im leaving" she said
''your what?"
''im leaving with brandon" she smiled i stood up and looked at him even though i trust him to keep her safe but to take my sister away from me? we have a problem
''and where are you guys going?" i looked at desirea
''london" she said she jumped up and down with excitment i just starred at her with a blank look
''your going to........london?" she nodded ''are you insane if you go then i wont see you" i blurted out i covered my mouth the hurt on her face made me want to sew my mouth shut and beat myself with a sludge hammer ''im sorry" i said
''you dont want me to go?" i cant believe what i just did im being selfish telling my sister she cant be happy i should be killed right now
''no i mean yes im just ugh" i groaned how do i tell her that i want her to be happy but yet i dont want her to go ''im just.....tired and i am hallucinating and yeah didnt get enough blood in my system yet" i said. ''im happy for you" i smiled god im such a liar well destiny after they leave your going to crawl back into bed and play dead for the rest of eternity got it? i nodded to myself
''so you dont mind me leaving?" she asked
''oh no go ahead if it makes you happy then im happy" i said she squealed and hugged me
''im going to go pack" she said she left the house i grabbed brandon by the arm and gave him my most evil look ''if ANYTHING happens to her i will kill you on the spot got it?"
''dont worry nothing will happen to her" he said and left i walked upstairs jace was gone
''jace?" no answer
I looked all over the house he wasnt here. I looked again still no jace i sit on the couch turned the tv on nothing good on so i stick with some soap opera i wasnt really paying attention to it i couldnt stop thinking about what desirea just told me. the front door opened jace walked in
''whats wrong?"
''desirea is moving to london" i said not looking at him
''what are you watching?"
i shrugged ''no clue" i shut the tv off and curled up on the couch how can she leave me? i wont have any family to talk to now i cant go see my parents they hate me and ryan......well ryan hates me to after all the things iv said to them and not coming home.........yeah they hate my guts they are probably happy that im gone.
''want to go out tonight?" he asked leaning on the back of the couch i shrugged ''we can go to a club" he said ''or wherever you want to go" i just sat there with a dark cloud over my head he nudged me ''come on dess" he leaned in and whipsered ''you know you want to" i smiled ''HA! i got you to smile" for some reason that made me laugh ''ladies and gentlemen she knows how to laugh"
''alright i guess we can go out tonight" i said pushing past him he followed me to the bedroom
''what are you doing?" he asked
''im doing what i told myself to do"
''and that is?"
''crawwl into bed die then go out tonight then come home and die again" i said curling up under the covers the bed gave in under his weight i felt his arms go around me
''what happened?" he whispered
''i told desirea she couldnt go to london"
''why?"
''cause then im left alone she is the only family i have left" i said i knew he understood what i meant
''im sorry"
''its ok oh and i told brandon that if anythiing happens to her ima kill him" i said he laughed
''ill do it for you so the blood isnt on your hands" i shook my head
''no ill do it" i leaned against him and looked out the window it was pointless once again metal was covering it .
