さようなら; 𝑲𝑵𝒀! 𝑼𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑴𝑶𝑶𝑵𝑺 [✓]

二十一 ;

-ˋˏ what you needed ˎˊ-
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"hey kyojuro... what am i suppose to do now?" as if you weren't already in a bad mood, the light bulb flickered a few times before going out, darkness envoloping your frame once again.

and just as those words left your lips, the door slid open, a figure entering the place. you brought your head up to stare at the person. noting that it was not kurai. you pressed your lips in a tight line, quickly hiding your face in your arms when you noticed who it was.

"... what are you doing?"

you remained silent, squeezing your eyes shut. you pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, softly biting down on it as you tried to stop your tears. not wanting akaza, who hated weak people, to see you crying. "oi," he called out to you again. you stayed silent.

please go away, please go away, please go away.

"[y/n]," your name rolled off his tongue so fluently as he placed himself beside you. "hey i'm talking to you." you only shook your head in return, not daring to speak in case your voice decided to betray you and crack. you hear him let out a sigh, and for a moment you thought he gave up and went away.

your entire body tensed up and your eyes widened when you feel his strong arms circling around your waist. you felt yourself being pulled into his broad chest, forcing you to lay against him. your hands quickly found their way back to your face, to cover your tears from his sight. you hear him let out a grunt of annoyance at your action. as if being this close to you wasn't enough, you felt his face right beside yours.

"why are you crying?" his voice was softer than before when he spoke to you. you didn't reply, only pushing yourself closer to his chest while you turn your face away from his. "is it about kyojuro?"

"it's fine, i'm fine," you breathed out, wiping your tears as you stared out the window, avoiding looking at him. "i heard you asking him what you should do now. what happened."

"it's nothing," you insisted, not wanting to talk about it knowing it would only make you feel worse. not happy with the fact that you were hiding from him, he reached a hand out, placing it against your cheek before gently pushing your face to make you look at him. your heart started running laps, heat rushing to your face at how close your faces were. your noses were almost touching, breath mixing together as his yellow eyes stared into your (e/c) ones.

this is so wrong.

his brows were furrowed in concern at how red your face was, though you thanked the gods he knew you were crying before. so now it wouldn't look like you were blushing but instead crying for a long period of time. with an arm still resting on your waist, he placed his chin on your shoulder while his other hand left your face.

"sorry. if i knew who he was to you back then i wouldn't have killed him." you took in a sharp breath as his bigger hand slipped between your small ones. "was he your brother?" you shook your head, "no... but i really did see him as my older brother," you muttered.