In Spite Of It

Say It

*y/ns POV*

I walk back to my room to get ready. I change out of my sweats and put on some leggings and a top. I look at the clock and it's 6am. I told Sam we would run at 7 so I go into the kitchen.

The halls are so quiet. I walk into the kitchen to make a bit of breakfast. And by make I mean pour a bowl of cereal. I make my way in and am met with a familiar face.

Wanda :"oh morning y/n"

Y/n:"morning" I mumble lowly.

I go ever to the cupboard and take out a bowl and pour some cereal. I sit at the dinning table with my back to Wanda who is sitting on the countertop. I can feel her staring at me.

Y/n:"say it"

Wanda:"huh"

Y/n:"say what your are thinking, I can feel your glares at the back of my head and you know I hate when people stare" I say still not looking at her. I'm obviously still mad.

Wanda :"I'm sorry"

Y/n:"that's all I get?.is that you're sorry? We all know you can do better than that princess" the last part slipped out and I can tell she noticed because she hesitated to speak up again. FUCK

Wanda :" you were right, we did become criminals, we should have listened to you"

I get up and put my bowl in the sink.

Y/n:"Wanda you honestly believe I am mad at you for not signing? For becoming a criminal? Of course I was right but that's not what hurt the most"

Wanda:"y/n i-"

Y/n:" no Wanda you left me. You were the only good thing I had going for me and I loved you so much. You ruined that when you left me. You ruined me. It took so long to feel okay again and seeing you here took me by surprise. I don't know if I can forgive you. Not yet anyway" I turn to walk away.

Wanda grabs my wrist and turns me towards her

Wanda :"y/n please tell me what to do. I can't stand you hating me"

Y/n:" I don't know Wanda. I hate being mad at you. You know I hate holding grudges. It would hurt me more if I just pushed this to the side and forgot about it. I wanna get over it properly and learn to live with you here. It's weird cause it took so long to learn to live without you. "

I turn and start walking towards the door." all that for nothing I guess" I sigh.  

As I am walking down the hall I see Sam.

Y/n:"ready to get your ass kicked Wilson? "

Sam:" shut up and go outside" he laughed.

We spent the next hour running laps and trying to beat each others time. It was close but I beat him by 3 seconds. We are walking back into the compound.

Y/n:"loserrrr"

Sam:"I let you win"

Steve and bucky walk in

Bucky :"what's going on here?"

Y/n:"Sam just got his ass handed to him outside"

Steve:" noo Sam letting me down out there" he laughed.

Sam/"oh shut it as if you guys could do better"

Bucky:" someones bitter"

Sam:"I'm going for a shower" he huffed and the 3 of us bursted out laughing.

Steve:" his ego is his weakness"

Y/n:"clearly, ughhh I'm gonna go for my shower see ya later guys"

Bucky and Steve :"bye"

I go and have my shower and get dressed for the day.