Let's Go Guns Blazing (Pico x reader)

The Friend Next Door

WARNING: This chapter has some self harm

That night i stayed with my best friend Lily. Telling her everything that happened. About the crash anyway.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry." she whispered. Soon engulfing me into a hug. After a second, she held me in front of her, looking me over. "Hey, you could stay with us you know. Now that we're nineteen and all." She smiled sadly. I just nodded, looking down to the floor. "But-" she started, making me look at her. "We're going to move here soon... I was going to tell you. You're welcome to come with us if you'd like." she offered.

I started to cry slightly and smiled. "I would love that." I excused myself to the restroom and plopped  onto the toilet seat. I shakily pulled out a razor blade, spending minutes just staring at it. "Fuck it." I whispered, and I slid it on my arm.

After finishing, I cleaned up and pulled my sleeves down, "Flushing" the toilet and walked out.

"Y/n! Time for dinner!" I heard Lily's mom call out. 'Dinner? This late?' I thought. I shrugged it off and walked into the dinning room. I paused in the doorway to see Lily, her mother and father sitting at the table with my F/F. (Favorite Food) "I know it's late hon, but we thought it would be nice to prepare a meal for you." Her mom smiled.

"Thank you guys so much!" I gushed. I sat down with them and we ate and laughed for the rest of the night.

The next morning I woke up to see Lily carrying a box across her room. "Morning." I mumbled. 

"Morning sleepy head." She set the box down for a second and came over to me. "I know you just woke up, but my dad said were going to leave first thing tomorrow." I was about to say something, but she shushed me. "I have some people I would like you to meet when we get there." She smiled wide. 

I rubbed my eyes and sat up. "Okay, who do you want me to meet?" She started clapping her hands in excitement. 

"A few people I met a long time ago. They live close to here, but there going to move in a separate building with you and I!" She squealed. I laughed and officially got up, brushing my clothes off.

"What about your parents?" I asked, worried.

She waved her hand. "Oh, don't worry. There going back into the pop star gig. Kind of." She giggled. I gave her a confused look. "My parents are going to make a rap battle business. It's their best way to teach and sing without being too popular." I smiled. That sounds like fun.

"Well, I love that there going to do that. It sounds like a good community thing." I looked around her room.

"Oh, since I know about you're... dad. I have some new clothes for you!" She went to her walk in closet and dragged me with. "Pick anything you'd like." She showed off her many pieces of clothing. 

After a while of trying things on I chose a long sleeve with shorts and high boots. (Ya'll can change it if you'd like) And walked out. "I love it." Lily smiled. 

I walked out to the kitchen where her parents were as she showed me off. Leaving me a blushing mess.

"Y/n, you look dashing." Her mother commented. Her father nodding in agreement.

"Now Y/n, could you help us pack the rest of Lily's things? It would be greatly appreciated." Her father asked.

I nodded, and we went back to her room. After a bit of packing, I saw a picture of Lily and a boy with blue hair. I couldn't get a good look at it when I was  being called over. I frowned and left it where it was. The rest of that night was full of packing and laughs.

'I couldn't ask for a better friend.'