Anything For Love[Roger Taylor fan fiction]

Sometimes I Like Boys

"Oh my fucking god my bestie is engaged?" Leah said. 

You smiled and nodded. 

"We need to have a celebration!"

"Well isn't that where a Bachelorette party comes in?" she squinched up her nose in a smile. 

You loved the way she smiled it was so nerdy and goofy unlike her at all, it was so cute. 

You always remembered that smile with her little nose when you invited her on a two-week vacation camping at a lake. It was really fun. You brought your dog and you three shared a tent, (you, Leah, and the dog Bubba)

"Who are we inviting?"

"Well obviously you and Savi, probably Cynthia and Kaylin. Your girlfriend, Kayli, and her girlfriend Morgan. Portia, Madi, Olivia, Briana and Hannah"

"Woah ok let me write this down."

Leah wasn't that organized and she doesn't usually write this stuff down. You were the organized one. You wrote everything down. You had hundreds of notes while Leah had a messy house. Apparently, Marnie is a neat freak so Leah's been trying to improve her cleaning skills.

"Oh my fuckinggg god," Roger said opening the door to the flat. 

You invited Leah over although you should've gone to you and Leah's shared flat since you still had stuff there. 

You were gonna let her have the couch and computer and bed even though it was your stuff, you obviously didn't need it.

"Hey!" you got up off the couch. 

You met Roger halfway between the door and the couch. 

He hugged you, still and always be taller than you, and kissed you.

"Oh hey Leah," he said. 

You looked at her as her eyes widened, her cheeks glowed red, and a huge smile grew on her face.

"Ok then," Roger said as she didn't respond. 

"I'm gonna take a shower," Roger said. 

"Ok love you."

"Love you too." He walked into the bathroom. 

"What the fuck was that?" you asked sitting back down next to Leah. 

She shook out her head. "Sorry what?"

"Leah?"

"Hi," she said with a small grin. "What was that?"

"What was what?"

"You just blushed and sat there when Roger came in?"

"Uhm...well I don't know don't you do that when a cute boy comes in?"

"But you're gay...?"

"Ok well sometimes I like boys but like MOST of the time, I like girls. I don't fucking know. Like I like both but prefer girls, does that make-"

You hugged her. 

"It's ok. Sometimes you don't know, and that's just ok. I'll still love you no matter who you love and date."

"Thank you Y/N, that means a lot."

"You're bisexual." Roger opened the door a tad for you could see a smudge that meant his face peeking out through the door, the rest of his wet dripping body, covered by the wooden door.

"What?" You asked.

"Bisexual. It's defined as 'you possess both sexes' but it really is just you like boys and girls. It was added to the dictionary in like the 18th century."

Your eyes widened at his knowledge about being bisexual. 

You had never heard of it before. Leah's eyes widened. 

Oh great, she was gonna fucking freeze up again.

"You are a fucking genius, Roger!" He smiled at her words.

Roger ducked back behind the bathroom door and closed it.

"I'm bisexual!" Leah said with enthusiasm. 

"Ok let's plan this 'bachelorette' party for you!" You smiled. 

What would your parents say? Getting married to a guy you've known for 5 months? While blind? They didn't even know you were half-blind. 

You should probably go to the hospital. A different one.

God, you looked at the time. 7:32, it read. 

You hadn't eaten a single thing all day. 

You weren't even hungry. 

You only ate toast yesterday. The day before you had eaten a bowl of broccoli and that was it. Come to think of it, you never ate. You weren't hungry though? You were never hungry. Almost your entire life you never ate. You're parents always thought you were starving yourself but you weren't. It was like your body was starving you. 

You never got it checked out but it probably wasn't normal.

"Y/N what is it?" Leah asked holding your shoulder. 

"I have to go to the hospital. Like NOW!" you said. 

You faced her after keeping your eyes focused on one single candle lit on the coffee table. You didn't know what candle, you couldn't see it but it was bright and smelled like a campfire.

A campfire sounded nice. 

On a nice flat of gravel, overlooking a giant lake. Your family, you, your mom, dad, brother, grandma, and grandpa, besides your dad and brother, you weren't blood. You're dad remarried after getting a divorce from your mom when you were only 8 years old. 

It was a rough time. 

Oh right, Leah was talking to you. 

"Y/N? Hellooo?"

"Oh right sorry, but um we have to go to the doctors. Not the one I was at before but the other one, the one half an hour away."

"That on is far? And weren't we supposed to be planning your party before your big day?"

"Leah...um can you leave?"

"What?"

"Leave. Please."

"Is this some fucking excuse to go hop in the shower with Roger or something?"

"No, no, no. I just- I need to go to the hospital." She rolled her eyes and laughed like she honestly didn't believe you.

"Ok, right have fun in bed." She scoffed.

You felt the weight lift off the couch as she stood up, grabbed her cloth bag on the ground, and let with a "bye." 

You laughed and heard the water turn off finally. 

Roger always enjoyed his showers, hot and long. 

"Hi love," he said as he walked out of the bathroom and across the hall to the bedroom.

He showered in the guest bathroom next to the entrance since there was no shower in the master bathroom, only a clawfooted tub. 

You followed him back, your hand helping to guide you. 

"Where's Leah?"

"We have to go to the hospital like now."

"Well I can't go now, I'm naked!" you laughed at the way he always said "Naked" he half-whispered it and drew out the D.

"Well duh but in like five minutes. Please."

"Which one are you going to?"

"Hammersmith."

"Fuck love, that's at least 30 minutes away. Why there, why now, why so urgent?"

"Ok, please? I think I know why I am fainting and I have to get it checked out. Please? I'm sorry I know you had a long day but please?"

"Ok sure." You hugged him once he had his jeans on. His chest still warm and naked.