𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐓 || 𝐃.𝐌

𝟎𝟒𝟒

My dearest darling Belle,

Darling, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being like this, for acting like the way I do.

I love you, I really do.

But everything is falling apart.

I wish I could tell you. But I can't.  I would do anything to spend time with you, I love your small talk, I truly do.

I would tell you if I could, but now is not the time.

Please forgive me for what I have done and for what I'm going to do.

I love you with everything I have. I hope you know that.

Remember,

I promised you always and forever.

Just know that I'm going to keep that promise.

But I need to keep my distance from you. I need to keep you safe. Everything will be fine but for now I have to stay away.

Just know that I love you.

Nothing bad will happen, I promise. Just know that I'm doing this for you. I'm doing this for our future, for our family. I will do everything to keep you safe.

Stay away from me. Okay?

Don't isolate yourself, it's not good for your health. Spend time with friends. Have fun. Don't forget to eat and drink water. It's important.

This is temporary.

Soon enough — you and I will lay under the stars. I promise you, darling.

I promise you that — you are going to wake up one day, in my arms as the sun shines through the window. And we're going to take long walks on the beach, maybe dance in the rain?

I know that you like the rain. You told me that on our honeymoon, remember? When we danced in the rain, how you asked me to make you a promise. The night I promised you always and forever.

And when I promise something I intend to keep it.

I'm not good at this, I know. But hey, at least I'm trying. Just remember that I will always come back for you and that I will do everything in my power to keep you safe.

So I have to let go. And you have to stay away from me.

Take care of yourself. And please don't cry, I don't want you to waste your tears because of me, it's not worth it — I'm not worth your tears.

Everyday, every morning and every night; I think about you. I choose to love you every second of my days. And I will continue to choose you forever.

You deserve the world, if not more. You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen, you're a goddess in my eyes. And my wife.

You're my wife, and I wouldn't want anyone else to be called Mrs Malfoy than you. You are my happiness, and I can't ask for more.

I will love you till the day I die. I will love you for eternity, to the day I take my last breath.

This is not goodbye.

I'm sorry.

I love you, darling, with everything I have.

Always and forever,

Draco.

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