𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐓 || 𝐃.𝐌

𝟎𝟒𝟔 (!!!)

[mature scenes ahead.]

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I woke up in his arms.

The warmth of his soft skin sending vibrations through my body. He played with my hair, running his fingers through it. He brushed his fingers softly over my skin, touching me. He placed a kiss on the top of my head, "Good morning, darling."

I snuggled myself up, closer against his chest. He held me in his arms, and brought me closer to him as the duvet covered us.

"Good morning," I said, my head resting against his chest, hearing his heart beating in my ears. It was so calming and I never wanted it to end.

I remember what happened yesterday.

I fucking lost my shit. And I pushed him. I was so angry I couldn't control what I was doing, that had never happened before in my whole life. But it happened yesterday?

The rage grew in my body, and it felt like I was breathing fire. I was so angry. So frustrated. All I was asking for was for him to stay.

I won.

He stayed with me the whole night with me in his arms.

And just like I hoped — he didn't leave.

I slept without the nightmares. And it felt so good to get to sleep through the night without seeing him die in my eyes. I got to sleep — in his arms.

That was one of the things that I had hoped for so long.

Draco placed a kiss on my head, "I love you."

I didn't know what to feel. The love I feel for him is strong but I'm angry. I'm angry at him for leaving me and telling me that he was through a letter. But still — he's all I want and wish for and I can't ask for more. He's everything I need and there's nothing I can do about it. "Do you really love me Draco?" The words slipped my tongue,

His touch went cold, and he went still. "Why would you even ask that? You know that I love you." His voice was stern. "Darling, why would you ask that?"

"I don't know." There was a moment of silence, the air was heavy and the only sound heard was my own breathing.

He stayed quiet, but I could still feel his gaze on me. I didn't dare to look at him, knowing that after the words I said he was going to question me. I should have just stayed quiet.

I pulled the covers off my body, and swung my legs off the bed, my feet getting in contact with the floor.

"I'm going to take a shower." I said, I walked into the bathroom without another word. He didn't answer either. Maybe I ruined everything? I ruined the moment.

My clothes fell to the floor, and I stepped into the shower. The warm water ran down my body like a waterfall. Getting me wet from head to toe.

My hair was drained with water, hanging down my shoulders. I squeezed my eyes shut. Taking and enjoying this moment, but I couldn't help but think about what I said.

It was so stupid. "Do you really love me?" Ugh, I'm a fucking bitch. Why would I say that?

I felt a presence behind my body. His hands on my waist, as he pressed his lips against my neck.

I hadn't even noticed him entering the shower.

"Draco," I gasped as I felt one of his hands move from my waist to my stomach further down onto my lower abdomen.

I tilted my head back, I rested it against his shoulder, minimizing tilting my head to the side, giving him more space to place wet kisses onto my skin, sucking and licking. I took a deep breath, his body pressing up against my back making shivers send down my spine.