𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙶𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚊𝚍 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜 ❀ 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚢

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"i'm fat!" i said as i pulled off another shirt. i had been up all
morning trying to wear clothes that didn't make me look ugly,

"no, you're pregnant" corbyn said quietly from the bed.

"but no one knows that, so i look fat. i can't believe i'm already showing, that's what i get for being skin and bones, now everyone will know, especially if my clothes don't fin any more. you need is rumors have already started, jack has been gone for two weeks so now people are saying he got busted selling drugs, or he joined the mafia or some stupid shit, but he's too cowardly to do any of that, he can't even stay to
care for someone he's knocked up. it's fine though, cause i don't need Jack, i don't need a boyfriend to feel better about myself" i replied, heatedly. corbyn turned to
me,

"you have a boyfriend"

"and? have you talked to daniel recently?" corbyn shook his head, looking down.

"no"

"damn, i wish he'd stop ignoring us, at least long enough to let us apologize..." i said. i decided to wear a slightly larger shirt and some leggings. it was a normal outfit for me, i came to the conclusion that if people saw me just randomly have a change of fashion, it would be suspicious.

"we're gonna be late" corbyn said standing up, i glanced at him. he's been so quiet lately, i was really worried about him, every time i asked him if he was okay he's just shrug me off or say that he was fine.

but i've known corbyn since we were eight, and i'd be damned if i didn't know when something was wrong with him. his answers were clipped and short, he was always looking down, it's like he had turned himself inside out and was now the opposite of what he used to be.

"corbs... are you okay?" he nodded jerkily,

"let's go before we're late" i followed him out to the car where we rode to school in silence.

walking into school had us walking straight into the football team who were practicing some team etiquette or whatever.

once we made it
through corbyn broke from me, said he needed the bathroom the same time that jonah walked up to me.

"morning, babe"

"good morning" i replied with a smile. he intertwined out hands offering to take me
to class before he had to
get her his team for a meeting. normally i would walk with corbyn, we had this class together but since he had run off too the bathroom i decided to let jonah walk me.

"you look beautiful this morning" i looked down at my clothes and smiled,

"thanks jo" i didn't look any different than usually and he was all over me with compliments and affection.

but as soon as he left me in my classroom i understood why. people were talking about me.

is it really that noticeable? i had tried so hard to cover it this morning. 

maybe he's eating a lot since jack is gone

it makes sense if i was jack i wouldn't want a baby either

i didn't even know boys could get pregnant...
they can't you dumbass, hes like half girl or something.

maybe he's trans, not that there's anything wrong with that, but he would still have a virgina just identify as a male

i let my head fall into my arms. are you joking?

"hey!" someone practically shouted, sitting down next to me.