With All My Spark → Transformers

I Won't Let Go

*I don't own Transformers or anything affiliated with Transformers. I only own my original characters and plots. All rights go to Michael Bay and Steven Spielberg.*

Two days stuck inside a hospital was nothing short of aggravating. I figured that I would've been able to enjoy a good couple of night's sleep, but I was wrong. The medical staff had done nothing but run tests on Kaelyn and I to make sure that we were okay and ready to get home safe and sound. In total I probably got at least ten hours of sleep. It made me miss Ratchet so much more; he would've given me so much drowsy medicine and I would have praised him for it.

I was still just as exhausted and sore as I was the day she was born, but at least now I was able to return home and sleep in the comfort of my own bed. Currently, I was in the back seat of my Mercedes sitting with Kaelyn who was strapped tightly into her car seat looking cute as hell. Just as Carly said she would do, she brought a little outfit for her to wear home and I was absolutely in love with it. She wore a pair of cheetah print leggings with a light pink and brown onesy and she even had a cute little headband to go with it. I kind of wished she would have brought a pair of sleeping clothes for her to wear instead considering they discharged me at almost eight o'clock at night. It would save me from the trouble of changing her into her night clothes when we got home.

When I got home, I planned on sleeping for like a week straight. I was exaggerating of course, but I was just so tired. Kaelyn was a lucky little shit. She got to sleep all day every day and only woke up when she needed changed or when she was hungry. So far she was a pretty calm baby, but I wasn't going to hold my breath on it. It was only a matter of time before both mine and Ironhide's characteristics settled permanently within her personality and I honestly didn't know if I would be able to handle her or not. I didn't even think Ironhide would be able to handle her. .that is if he came home.

With every minute that passed, I was missing him more and more. It was becoming so bad that it ached. Normally whenever he was on his missions he would contact me when he was able, and the fact that I haven't talked to him in at least a week made me upset. He didn't even have any idea that his daughter had been born and it was pretty depressing. I just hoped that sooner or later he would get to meet her. There was no way on Earth that I would ever be able to do this without his help or without him around period.

The car stopping ripped me away from my thoughts and I looked out of the window to see that Adalyn had pulled into my driveway and parked beside my Maybach. Never in my life had I been so relieved to be home. It nearly caused a sigh to escape my form, but at the moment I was too exhausted to even think about making a verbal response.

Once I unbuckled my seat belt, I turned in my seat to unbuckle Kaelyn's car seat, ignoring the bit of pain in the lower half of my body as I did so. After it was done, I got out of the car and carefully lifted Kaelyn's car seat so I wouldn't disturb her sleeping body. I let out a huff as the weight of the car seat bared down on my arm, causing a concerned Adalyn and Mikaela to turn to me. Once they woke up back in the hospital, they wasted no time at all in rushing over to Kaelyn. They were just as in love with her as everyone else was and they had also spent the most time with her since I was hopped up on medication and too exhausted to even think straight. You would almost think that she was their child by the way they acted though' she even had the looks necessary to be Mikaela's daughter. Doctor Sheffield even made a joke about the matter and in my loopy state I had thought it was just the most hilarious thing ever.

"Are you okay?" Mikaela asked me.

I nodded. "The weight just surprised me. That's all," I answered her.

"Well, do you need one of us to take her for you?" Adalyn asked me.

I smiled and shook my head. "No, it's okay. I think I can manage. Thank you though."