Don't Die On Me (Phan AU) {completed}

Chapter 9: They all know

PHILS POV:

I start to control my laughter and calm down. I look at Dan who is staring at his computer with a concerned look.

"What is it Dan?" I ask looking at his computer. He looks over to me and points to his computer speechless.

"What's wrong with your computer?" I ask putting my hand on his cheek and stroke it gently. He seems to calm down.

"Look at the comments on my video" he says. I get up as I can't see the screen from here. I scroll down to the comments:

FIRST!!1!

OMg Dan has a hickey! Probs from Phil

PHIL IS IN THE BACKGROUND AND DAN HAS A HICKEY! #PHANISREEL

PHAN IS SOO REAL DAN AND PHIL GOT AT IT BEFORE HE DID THE SEXY END SCREEN DANCE!!!!

I look back to see Dan curled up in a ball hugging a pillow.

"They know Phil..they all know" he says looking at me with the saddest eyes in the universe.

"Dan. Why do you think that is a bad thing? It just makes it easier to tell them" I reassure him. I get up and walk to him on the bed. I sit down and hug him tightly.

"It's okay Danny, I love you" I say.

He sniffles and looked up at me.

"Forever?" He asks.

"Yes, I'll love you forever no matter what" I assure him. He smiles at me weekly.

"I love you too my wonderful Phillion"

He says. He lays down and gets under his duvet. I smile and get up slowly.

"Wait Ph-Phil"

"Yes my beautiful danosaur?" I say.

"C-can you come..sleep with me. Not in a bad way..just I don't know if I can sleep alone tonight" he asks with puppy dog eyes.

"Of course" I say and get back in bed under his warm duvet. Before I know it, I'm a sleep next to the love of my life, Dan Howell.

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DANS POV:

My eyes flutter open and I look to my left to see the most beautiful human in existence. Phil is still sleeping, and I don't want to wake him so I just go on Twitter and tumblr to pass the time.

After only about 5 minutes the silence is broken. Phil's eyes open and he breathes in deeply, and stretches.

"Morning" he says smiling.

"Hey sleeping beauty" I reply.

"How long have you been up for?" He asks. " only a couple of minutes love" I answer. He blushes and smiles.

"I love when you call me that" he says.

I move in closer to him so our lips are nearly touching.

"I know" I say with a deep voice . He then closes the gap between our lips. I kiss back slowly and passionately. His tongue slips in my mouth and begins wrestling with mine. I grab his hair as the kiss gets more heated,and I start mumble his name

"Ph-Phil" he pulls me closer and our hips move together. I don't know if I'm ready, but I want Phil so badly. I pull back needing to stop for air.as soon as I catch my breath I pull his lips back to mine. I put my hands up his shirt and begin to pull it off, but he pulls away.

"Dan..I-I'm not..ready yet" he says looking me in the eyes then turning away. I turn him around, to see he has started to tear up.

"Hey, it's alright Philly" he cries on my shoulder and I pull him into a hug.

"I'm so sorry Dan" he sniffs looking at me with such sadness.

"No it's fine Phil, it's my fault, I went to fast" his sobs begin to fade and he sits up.

"I'm gonna go see what we have for breakfast" he says getting up.

"Okay, I'm gonna have a shower" I get up as well and give him a quick kiss on the cheek and get my clothes and a towel, and walk to the bathroom. I stop in the hall when I feel a small tap on my shoulder.

"Who is it?" I ask playfully.

"A serial killer" he answers poking my side.

"Well that is true, you do basically murder your cereal cause you love it so much!" I say poking him back in the stomach. He laughs and walks into the kitchen. I open and close the bathroom door and strip down. I look in the mirror disgusted at my body. Phil deserves better than me, I'm hideous and he's perfection, I don't deserve-y thoughts are cut off by his beautiful voice.

"Dan, I love you!" He yells from the kitchen. I smile and yell back;

"I love you too" i jump in the shower and turn on the soothing warm water.

He loves me, and that will never change. After about 15 minutes of washing myself, I get out to go and grab my towel. Or so I thought...

A/N

Okay so...yeah...I can't handle writing anything bad...it's just not me. I might maybe probably not in the future, but u will just have to see! I think I will write more even though it's late, I really want to write more! ❤️💕😘