True Love Or Giving Up?(Matthew Espinosa)

Chapter 22

The Doc finally let me go. It was 3 a.m. and Katrina was asleep. I started packing. Ive decided to go to Ohio. After all my bags were packed i loaded my car. I was just gonna drive to clear my mind. Since it will only take a day and a half im just gonna drive. I wrote Katrina a note.

Trina,
Im sorry i didn't tell you but i left. I didn't tell you because i want you to be happy with Hayes. Ill call and text but i will not tell you where I'm going. I think it's best for everyone if i left. I love you and all you have to do is pay the bills and feed yourself. Bye baby girl.

I got in my car and started driving. On the highway enjoying the night sky and fresh air. Im going to miss the California fresh air. Its hard to believe that I'm leaving. California was my dream. Now I'm leaving because of a guy. I wish it didn't have to be this way. Now I'll be calling Ohio my home. On my own. Like I always imagined I'd be. I can't believe it came down to this.

Its no 12:45 p.m. and I'm feeling the wind blow through my hair. My phone started ringing. I saw it was Matt. I just let it ring. Its so hard just walking away like this. Thinking about all of this made me start crying. Next thing I know I blacked out.

*Taylor's POV*
I got a phone call from Nash.

"Hey bro what's up?" I asked

"Its Sky. She's in the hospital. I need you to pick up Matt and meet me at the hospital," he said.

"Who's getting Katrina?" I asked

"I am. Just please go get Matt. He don't need to drive man. He's really bad. Shawn is waiting for us. See you there." He said and hung up. I got dressed and drove to Matt's house. I honked for him and he came running out.

"Don't talk please just drive." He said wiping his tears. I started driving to the hospital.

We got to the hospital and Matt and I ran in. We saw Shawn sitting in the waiting room. We walked up to him and sat down.

"Have you heard anything yet? Is she ok?" Matt asked.

"Haven't heard anything yet." Shawn said.

"She's gonna be fine Matt," I said.

"What if she's not? What if we lose her forever? Gosh why do I feel like this is all my fault," he said.

"It's not bro. She was just scared of getting hurt and tried leaving. She wasn't just scared to get hurt by you. It was all of us. The fans. They've been saying so much shit about her bro," we turn and see Carter.

"I just can't help but think it's all because of me. What if she don't want to see me bro?" He said. He hugged Carter and started crying.

"You won't lose her. She loves you. You are the guy that made her feel special. Don't give up on the girl bro. Because when you give up, she gives up," Carter said. The doctor came and walked up to us and by that time all the others got there.

"Everything is fine but she has a broken arm. Which one of you is Matthew?" the doctor asked.

"Me," Matt said.

"Me.Tate would like to see you," he said.

*Matthew's POV*
I followed the doctor to Sky's room. I am so nervous. I wiped my tears and walked into the room. She looked at me and then looked away.

"Hey," she said.

"Where were you going? Why were you leaving? Were you really about to leave your cousin like that?" I asked. I didn't mean to ask so many questions, they all just came spilling out like a river.

"I thought you all would be happier without me. I mean your fans hate me. They love Katrina. She has the right to stay with y'all. I don't. They don't like me. Why would I mess everything up when I could just leave." She said starring out the window.

"Because I don't give a flying fuck what my fans say about you. You wanna know why? Because I'm in love with you. I love you more than life itself. I love you more than I love myself. I love you more than the fame. I love you to the end of time and after. But I know I'll never get you back because I fuck everything up. If I could go back in time and fix it all I would in a heartbeat. You may stop loving me but I'll never stop loving you. You are the girl I've been waiting for and I keep fucking it up. That's all I am is a fuck up. I don't deserve you. You deserve a guy that will make you happy. A guy that will treat you right. A guy that will treat you like the queen you are. Not a guy that cheats on you because he don't realize what he has until it left him." I said starting to cry.

"Matt come sit down. Please," she told me. I listened to her and sat down beside her.

"You are the guy I want. You really are. I'm the one that don't deserve you. You deserve to be happy. I don't know how to make a guy happy. I don't even know how to make myself happy. You are the only thing that makes me happy. It's hard saying goodbye to you every time one of us fuck up. It's hard not sleeping in bed next to you, keeping me warm. It's hard not texting you every morning and every night telling you good morning or good night. I hate it. I hate not seeing you. You deserve to be treated like the king you are. You deserve the perfect girl with the perfect hair and flawless skin and perfect hair. And that's not me. That's no where compared to me. That's why people hurt me or cheat on me. Because I'm not the girl they dreamed of. Your fans mean everything to you. I refuse to come between y'all. I love you so fucking much. I'd die for you. I'd kill for you. But I refuse to be the girl to stop you from finding your dream girl." She said starting to cry.

"Stop. You are what I want in a girl. You do have the perfect body and perfect hair and flawless skin. I don't love a girl for that anyway. It's your personality that I fell in love with. Every time your smile that big bright beautiful smile, I fall in love every time. Your eyes hypnotize me. The way you look so peaceful and calm while laying on me. When I hold you I feel like I'm protecting the world. You are the definition of perfection. I'd die if I lost you. I feel like I'm dying since I don't have you. You always brightened my day. I'd give anything to have you back safe in my arms. I'd make everything right. I'd never hurt you again." I said never breaking eye contact with her.

"Oh my god babe that the sweetest thing I've ever been told in my life. No one has ever poured their heart and soul out to me like that about how they feel about me. I forgive you for everything. You are my everything, my life, my heart and soul, my baby boy. I can't just let you go like that. I take you back," she said. I smiled the biggest smile I've smiled in months. I put my hands on her checks and kissed her with so much passion. I turned around and saw the others. They all came running in and hugged her. Taylor dragged me out of the room.

"Don't fuck up this time. If you hurt her again I hurt you. She fucking love you and I know you love her. Don't mess up." He said and walked away.

"Don't plan on it," I said starring at the love of my life, smiling like I just learned to smile.

Everyone left and I decided to stay with Sky. They doctor wanted to keep her to make she everything was alright. I sat in the chair and starred at my beautiful queen sleep.

"Goodnight my queen. I love you so much," I said. I pulled the blanket up to me and closed my eyes. After a few I fell asleep.

Author's Note
Finally updated you guys!!! Sorry it took so long!!! Tell me if you are happy Matt and Sky are back together! Vote and comment!!! Love you babes!!!!!😘❤️