True Love Or Giving Up?(Matthew Espinosa)

Chapter 29

I woke up and Matt was still in bed with me. Suddenly he said something.

"You can't tell me you haven't missed this and that it doesn't feel right," he said putting his head on my shoulder.

"I've missed this a lot and yes it does feel right but it also feels wrong," I said.

"Why does it feel wrong?" He asked.

"You know why it feels wrong for me," I said.

"You'd rather it be Sammy or Skate or someone right," he said. Before I could answer he was out of the bed and I was cold.

"Matt come back I'm cold," I said.

"Tell Sam to cuddle with you because it wouldnt feel wrong if it was him," he said and walked out the room.

"That was something," I said sighing. There was a knock on my door and Nash came in. He shut the door behind him and got in the bed with me.

"What was that about?" He asked.

"Im not sure," I said.

"Did you know that would happen?" He asked.

"I had a feeling that something would happen like that," I said.

"So why'd you let him sleep in here?" He asked.

"I just miss him being by my side, laying in bed with him, feeling his arms wrapped around me," I said. Before he could answer I heard something break. We ran downstairs and saw Hayes and Shawn fighting. I got in the middle of them and was facing Shawn.

"Stop it both of you," I said raising my voice.

"Taylor take Shawn to the hospital to get his arm looked at," I said noticing the glass in his arm.

"Hayes come with me," I said pulling him out to the back. We sat on the trampoline and we sat there for a minute.

"Now that you've calmed down do you mind telling me what happened?" I asked.

"He walked in and all these thoughts started running though my hand and I lost my temper. Im so sorry for breaking your table," he said.

"I could care less about my stupid table right now Hayes. Now tell me what thoughts were running through your head in order for you to do that?" I asked.

"I thought he was here to ask her out. I thought he was here to take her from me. I still think he's the reason we broke up. All of it just screaming in my head," He said. Nash came out.

"They just got to the hospital. What the fuck is wrong with you Hayes?!?!!" Nash yelled at him.

"Hayes dont go no where. Nash let me talk to you over here," I said dragging him to the side.

"I understand what he did was unnecessary and uncalled for but he's hurt. I understand Shawn is in the hospital but your little brother is hurt and you aren't being there for him," I said. I walked back over to Hayes and I saw he was crying. I sat back down beside him and wrapped my arms around him.

"Its ok love," I said rubbing his back.

"She's never going to want me back after what I just did," he said crying even harder. Skate came out and walked up to me.

"Hey babygirl we got all the glass up. Sam's sweeping up the rest. Um Trina went to the hospital to check on Shawn," he said. Hayes looked at me.

"I guess I know what direction love pulled her," he said laying his head in my lap will stretching his legs out on the trampoline.

"Um if you hear anything just let me know. You and Nash go inside. Hayes and I need some time," I said. They both walked away and Hayes just let it all out. I sat there and strocked his hair trying to find the right words to say because there were none.