True Love Or Giving Up?(Matthew Espinosa)

Chapter 19

I woke up. I felt alone. I didnt feel Matt. I got up and walked into the living room. I saw Matt passed out on the floor. I saw a note taped to his head.

      Baby girl no one will love you like I love you. Moving wasn't the best idea. I always find you. Now meet me at the bowling alley. Alone. Call a friend to help your boyfriend.
                ~Devin♡

Fuck! I got on top of Matt and did what my health teacher from high school taught me. CPR. I pumped 30 times and breathed into his mouth twice. I grabbed my phone and called 911. They told me they would be here as soon as possible. They came rushing into the house.

"Ma'am we can take it from here," the guy said.

"No put him on the board and ill keep pumping! This is my everything!" I said. They picked him up real quick and I tried getting back on him but they wouldnt let me. I ran to Matt's room and got dressed. I grabbed Matt's keys and ran to his car. I sent a group message to all the boys telling them to go to the hospital that I had to handle something. I drove to the bowling alley and walked in. I looked and looked until i saw him. My ex boyfriend Devin. I walked up to him and stood in front of him.

"Hey beautiful," he said. I slapped him.

"Don't ever come near my boyfriend, our friends, my family, or anyone I fucking know unless you're trying to play nice. Understand?" I asked.

"Nope," he said.

"What the fuck do you want Devin?" I said.

"To make your life a living hell," He said.

"For 1 it already is one. 2 why when you've done it before?" I asked.

"To show you how hard it was for me to let you go. I didn't want to tell you to leave and stop talking to me. I never wanted to ignore you. I never wanted to hurt you. I just thought you being with me would hurt you. Every person that comes into my life gets hurt. I didn't want that to happen to you. I love you. Everything I told you was true. Sky we fought so much we might as well been married." He said.

"You told me to let you go. You told me that you didn't know why you were even using me but you were. You told me to move on.  You told me that you didn't have the same feelings. You just want me to drop everything just because you changed your mind? Fuck that! I let you go like YOU told me to! I moved on like YOU told me to! You can't just come here and try to ruin my happiness just because you realised you fucked up! Stay away from me, my boyfriend, my friends, his friends, my family, his family, and anyone else I left out!" I said. I walked out of the bowling alley and got in the car. I rushed to the hospital. I ran inside and asked what room Matt was in. She told me and I ran to his room. I got there and saw Nash, Carter, and Aaron laughing and telling jokes. No one noticed me.

"When are you gonna tell her? Are you gonna break up with her or Hope?" Carter asked.

"Probably Sky. I don't think I have the same feelings I did have for her," Matt said.

"I knew you wouldn't. She's been through too much shit I knew you couldn't handle." Nash said.

"Guys," Carter said pointing to me. I didn't even realise how hard I was crying now.

"Sky Im so sorry," Matt said.

"Sky-" Nash said but I cut him off.

"I don't want to here it. I'll stay out of yalls life. Forever," I said throwing Matt's keys at Nash. I called a cab and had them drop me off at the house my brother bought for me. I walked in and ran to the bathroom. I grabbed my razor and took the blade out. I grabbed my phone and got on Twitter.