True Love Or Giving Up?(Matthew Espinosa)

Chapter 20

Its been a week. Since everything happened. I havent talked to Matt. Aaron and the guys come and check on me. I always ask how Matt is and they always say he could be better. My cousin Katrina moved in with me. Her and Hayes have become close. Sam usually stays the night with me and keeps me company when Hayes is over. My brother moved to Alabama with his daughter and his girl and her kid. I miss Matt everyday. I want to text him constantly but I can't. I haven't gotten hate since people found out me and Matt broke up. A lot of the fans are telling me I need to date Matt again. A lot of them are people that hated on my and Matt's relationship. I sat in my bed and just wrote. Mostly letters to Matt that I never give to him.

I got out of bed and walked downstairs. My phone started ringing and I saw it was Cameron.

"Hey Cam," I said.

"Hey! So Nash and I are throwing a party and we would like you to come!" He said.

"I dont know Cam," I said.

"C'mon! Bring Trina! She needs to experience these California parties!" He said.

"Fine. We'll come. What do we need to wear?" I asked.

"Something sexy but not too sexy," he said.

"What time?" I asked

"7:45 pm," he said.

"Ok got you. I love you babe!" I said.

"I love you to best friend!" He said. I walked back upstairs and went to Katrina's room.

"Trina we are going to a party later. You gotta wear a dress," I said.

"I dont have a dress," she said.

"I got one you can wear. We'll make our hair look nice and all that good stuff," I said.

"Ok cool," she said.

Oh yea I forgot to tell you guys i got a car and my license!

"Are you hungry?" I asked.

"Duh girl," she said making me laugh.

"Get dressed and we'll go eat," I said and walked out. I walked to my room and grabbed my camo leggings and my black lace shirt. I put on my socks and black combat boots. I walked out at the same time Katrina did. She had on black leggings, a galaxy crop top, and her red and black Jordans.

"Alright lets go!" I said. We walked out and got into my red Camaro. We drove to Waffle House and went inside. We ordered and just talked.

"So how are you liking California so far?" I asked.

"I love it! I love being out of Tennessee! You know how much I wanted away," she said.

"Yea I do," I said laughing. Our waiter gave us our food and we started eating. After we ate we went back home.

"Ok so we are gonna take showers. After we shower I want you to put on this dress. Im gonna do my hair. After I do my hair I'll do yours. After that I'll get dressed. After that ill do your make-up. After that ill do mine. Then you can put on your Jordans or you can wear vans or whatever," I said handing her a red long sleeve dress. The sleeves are laced. We went our separate ways. I got in the shower and washed my hair and body. I shaved and made sure everything was good. I grabbed my robe and plugged in my straightener. I started doing my hair.

I finished my hair and walked into Katrina's room. I plugged in my curling iron and started curling her hair. After it was perfect I went back to my room and got my dress on. Its a tight medium purple dress. I walked back to Katrina and did her make-up. I grabbed the medium red lipstick and put it on her. I grabbed the eyeliner then did her mascara. I did a medium brown for her eye shadow. I added some blush. Finished and perfect. I did my make-up the same way. I grabbed my black Jordans and put them on. I looked at the time and saw it was 7:25 pm. I walked out and saw Katrina had on her white vans. She took a picture of me, I took a picture of her, and we took one together.

"Ok are you ready?" I asked.

"Yes Im so excited!!" She said.

"Just be happy we aint going to the club," I said laughing. We got in the car and I started driving.

We got to Cameron and Nash's house at 8:00. We got out of the car and walked into the house. Everyone turned around and looked at us.

"Sky's here!!!! Now the party has really started!!!!!" One of my friends yelled. Katrina and I started talking to everyone and having fun. I walked up to the fridge and grabbed two strawberry Smirnoff. I opened both bottles and handed one to Katrina.

"Bottoms up girly!" I said clapping our bottles together. We put the bottles up to our mouth and started drinking. We drank it all gone. I looked at the door and saw Matthew. I grabbed a big bottle of Jack Daniels and grabbed the big bottle of Jim Bean. I walked up to Katrina.

"Which one you want?" I asked.

"Jim," she said. I opened my bottle and took a swig. I saw Matthew walking up to me.

"Hey beautiful," He said.

"Hey." I said.

"How have you been?" He asked. Before i could answer Jack G came up to me.

"Baby girl come dance," Jack said. I gave Cameron my bottle and saw Katrina give Nash her bottle. She had Jack J. Freak My Shit came on and I started dancing. I started grinding on Jack and he held my waist.

*4 hours later*

I was sitting on Dillon and Katrina was sitting on Taylor. We were taking shots of vodka and Tennessee Fire.

"Katrina have you ever had Rainbow Vodka?" Dillon asked.

"No whats that?" She asked. Dillon grabbed a bottle of vodka with skittles in it and poured it in our shot glasses.

"Cheers!" We yelled and took the shots.

*2 hours later*

"Alright everyone party is over! Im tired and Sky is shit faced! Bye!" Nash yelled. I was sitting on the couch with Katrina, both of us drunk as fuck! Matt and Hayes walked up to us. Matt picked me up bridal style and took me into one of the guest rooms. He took off my shoes and socks. He covered me up and walked to the other side of the bed. He took off his shirt and his pants and got in bed with me.

"Goodnight babygirl," he said.

"Goodnight Matty," I said cuddling with him. I fell asleep with one leg around his waist, one hand on his chest and holding my head. I fell asleep just like that.

Author's Note

I hope you guys like it! Vote! Comment! Or both! Sorry it took so long! I love you guys so much! I have no idea why you guys even read my story! I never thought my life would be like this! Its unbelievable! I love you guys so much!!♥♥♥