True Love Or Giving Up?(Matthew Espinosa)

Chapter 31

I ended up crying myself to sleep last night. I woke up with a massive headache and bags under my eyes. I heard my phone start to ring and saw it was Matt.

"Hello," I said.

"I've been trying to call you since last night. Skate called me and cussed me out last night saying I was the reason you cried yourself to sleep and all this shit. Did I really make you cry?" Matt asked.

"Your response just wasn't what I expected. That's it. I'll let you to and hang out with Natalie. I'll talk to you later. I lo-" I said but stopped myself at the end then hung up. I laid on my bunk just starring blankly.

"SKY," Kat said.

"Yea?" I said.

"I've been saying your name for the longest," she said.

"Oh sorry. What's up?" I asked.

"Nate wants you. He's in the game room," she said. I got out of bed and saw I was in one of his shirts and no pants.

"Damn sexy," Alyssa said and all I could do was laugh. I walked into the game room and sat down beside Nate while he was playing Madden.

"Did you change my clothes?" I asked.

"Yea. Your clothes were wet from crying so much," Nate said.

"Oh," I said.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Natalie was my ex. I just didn't want you to think anything bad or whatever," he said.

"It's ok," I said. I started starting off into space again. Thinking about Matt and our first kiss, our first date, our first time staying the night together. I turned to Nate and pushed him down on the couch and got on top of him and started kissing him. He placed his hands under my butt and squeezed. We started making out and it got heated. I sat up and pulled off the shirt and he pushed me down onto the couch. He pulled off his shirt and I ran my hands down his body biting my lip. He sat up and I sat in his lap grinding against him. I started kissing his neck and he unclipped my bra and through it on the couch beside us. I suddenly got really insecure but I didn't let it stop me. I unbuckled his pants and pulled them off of him. I sat back on him and starting grinding against him again. He gripped my hips and pushed me down harder. I let out a moan and bit my lip.

"Shhh we don't want anyone to hear," he said. He laid me back on the couch and stuck his fingers in my panties and inserted two into me. He took off his boxers and inserted himself in me.

Nate and I were cuddling on the couch with our clothes on. Alyssa came in and looked at us.

"Y'all are just cuddling? No movie? No game? Lame!" She said.

"Imma go in here so I can roll one. But before I do that I got a question," Nate said.

"What's the question?" I asked.

"Have you ever smoked one before?" He asked. I shook my head no.

"Would you like to?" He asked. I nodded my head yes.

"Ok I got another question," he said.

"Ok," I said.

"Be my girl?" He asked.

"Yea I guess I will," I said laughing. I grabbed his hand and we walked out into the front room or front of the bus whatever you want to call it.

"Damn babygirl gotta glow! Y'all together now aren't y'all?!" Zanaya asked. I nodded with a big smile on my face. Nate sat down and pulled me beside him. He started grinding up his weed and then rolled it.