True Love Or Giving Up?(Matthew Espinosa)

Chapter 33

I woke up and put on Nate's shirt. I quietly walked downstairs and saw everyone still asleep. I decided to start making breakfast for everyone. I connected to the speaker and started playing music but not too loud. I decided to make chocolate chip pancakes, bacon, sausage, eggs, and hash browns. I cooked the bacon and sausage first and when they were down I put them in the microwave so they didn't get cold. I made the hash browns, then the eggs, and then the pancakes. While I was cooking the pancakes I noticed Matthew sitting at the counter just watching me.

"Good morning! I decided to make breakfast," I said.

" I see! It smells delicious as always!" He said.

"Thank you," I said. I pulled the orange juice, chocolate milk, and regular milk out of the fridge. I grabbed plates, cups, and forks and placed them on the counter. I set up the table and by that time everyone was awake and getting food. Nate walked up behind me and kissed my neck.

"Good morning beautiful. Not only did I wake up to the smell of amazing food but I came down and I see you in my shirt. I couldn't ask for anything better," He said kissing my cheek.

"Hurry up and get some food before Hayes and Nash eat it all!" I said laughing.

"Hey I can't help the fact you make amazing food!" Hayes said pouring syrup over his food. We all laughed and I grabbed my plate after everyone else had gotten their food. I sat in between Nate and Matthew. We all just sat there talking and joking around. Next thing I know I feel someone's hand on my thigh. I look down and see it's Matthew's. I gently brush his hand away and give him a look to let him know to stop. He smirked at me and did it again. This time I bushed his hand away harder and kept eating. We all finished eating and kept talking at the table. Matthew kept trying to touch me but I kept pushing his hand away.

"Who's washing dishes?" Cameron asked.

"I am. I made the mess so I'm cleaning it up," I said.

"Mama Sky is on it today!" Nash said.

"Always!" I said laughing.

"Well I'm going to go roll up babe," Nate said kissing me. Everyone put their dishes beside the sink and I filled up on part of the sink with soap water.

"I'll help," Matthew said smiling.

"Matt it's fine I can handle it. Go spend time with your girlfriend," I said.

"No it's fine. I want to help," He said. I stopped arguing with him and just let him help. I was washing and he was rinsing and drying. 

"I miss us," He said.

"What do you mean? You're happy, I'm happy. How could you say you miss us when all we did was hurt each other?" I said.

"She don't make you as happy as you did. Seeing you and Skate together just made me realize that I hate seeing you with someone else. I just wish it was me and you again. I get it that I hurt you a lot but I feel like I've grown and learned from my mistakes. I don't want her Sky. I just thought it would make you jealous. I want you back. I was the one trying to make you jealous but you ended up making me jealous. You win. Now can I have you back?" He asked.

"Matt I'm not with Nate to make you jealous. He cares about me and he makes me happy. I trust him. I don't ever worry about him cheating because he's always with me. He doesn't hide things from me. I know his passwords. I didn't even ask for them, he just gave them to me. He treats me the way I've always wanted to be treated," I said.

"How do you know he's faithful? How do you know he's loyal? Yeah you know his passwords but he could be deleting messages and dms. When you're sleeping how do you know he's not messing around?" He asked.