Falling For Him

Part 15 - Forgivness

*y/n's POV*

I heard my door open so I quickly went back into my room and sat on my bed facing my window so Simon Josh couldn't see me. I just wanted everything to fix it's self cause I hated talking especially when I'm feeling anxious for no reason at all.

Simon- y/n ......... I'm so sorry I didn't mean to upset you I just don't want you throwing your life away.
y/n- well I've already done that haven't I.
Josh- you can turn it around. 
y/n- No I can't. I fucked it up.
Simon- y/n language.
y/n- okay.
Simon- so........  Do you forgive?
y/n- sure

Simon and I share a hug and he leaves my room leaving me with Josh it's awkwardly quiet. I didn't know what to say and it was interrupted by Josh.

Josh- y/n I'm sorry I don't know what I have done. 
y/n- exactly you've done nothing. Nothing at all.  You left me with dad we used to be so close and now look at us we can bearly be in the same room as each other without it being awkward.

*Josh's POV*

I knew what y/n had said was true but it wasn't my fault I had left her with dad. YouTube is my job and I had to move. 

Josh- you can't stay mad at me forever y/n you'll have to forgive me eventually.
y/n- I know.       She muttered.
Josh- so we good ye.
y/n- sure......

I went in for a hug and she just gave me a side hug. I knew she wasn't fine but I will get to the bottom of this. 

*Harry's POV*

I was walking upstairs and y/n's room sounded quiet and knocked on her door.

y/n- come in
Harry- umm...... we're gonna watch a movie now you guys wanna join us.
Josh- ye I'm coming now.
Harry- y/n.....
y/n- uhh. Okay umm I'm just gonna get dressed into something comfy first.
Harry- okay don't be too long.

Josh and I walked downstairs to the guys on the sofa and started getting the movie and some snacks ready and we had pizza on the way.

*y/n's POV*

I got changed into some comfy pjs and washed my face since I'd been crying almost all day.

I made my way downstairs into the movie room where all the boys were sat and the only space left was next to Harry. Simon and Josh gave me a funny look but I just brushed it off.

10 minutes into the film I fell asleep I have no idea what we were watching because it was so boring. 

*JJs POV*

The film had finished and I had looked over to my right and looked at Harry and y/n and they were both asleep. y/n had her head on his chest and Harry had his hands around her keeping her safe. I knew instantly that she liked him and he liked her but I don't know how Simon and Josh feel since i know how protective they can be over the people they care about.

I told the guys to look at y/n and Harry and Ethan took a pic of them and Simon was about to wake them up or at least Harry anyway but I told him nothings gonna happen they're both sound asleep. 

All the guys and I went up to bed and recorded a few videos for our main channel and second channels and eventually went to bed.