Yumi's POV
PRESENT
Andito ngayon ako sa isang theater stage ng isang University, para dumalo ng prescon to iexplain yung about sa diary ko na nakita ng isang batang mangangalakal sa dumpsite.
Binenta nya ito at pinost naman ito ng nakabili na isa palang influencer hanggang sa nagviral at ginawa na ngang movie.
All the way from Japan napilitan kaming umuwi rito kasi marami nang naiintriga sa storya. Maraming gusto akong makilala.
"..and those are basically the lies I told my diary."
SILENCE
I sighed.
Wag magtaka kung ako ay 'di na naghihintay
Sa anumang kapalit ng inalay kong pag-ibig
Kulang man ang 'yong pagtingin
Ang lahat sa 'yo'y ibibigay kahit 'di mo man pinapansin
Truth is neither of them fell in love with me. I mean sino ba naman ako para magustuhan nila?.
Heart was the girl I've been head over heels in love with for 3 long years. She rejected me when we were in high school simply because she's straight. But I have to tell my diary that no, she's in love with me. She just couldn't say it.
At di ko narealize agad that that thought was the actual reason kung bakit di ako makamove on. 3 freakin' years naghintay ako sa imposibleng mangyari. 3 years pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko sa kasinungalingang yun.
Huwag mangamba, hindi kita paghahanapan pa
Ng anumang kapalit ng inalay kong pag-ibig
Sadyang ganito ang nagmamahal
'Di ka dapat mabahala, hinanakit sa 'ki'y walang-wala
Bianca was there since day 1. She has been my best friend, my shoulder to cry on and of course she has a boyfriend. For the next 3 years I fell hard but I wasn't expecting anything in return.
But I somehow wished to have someone who could do those things for me kaso parang imposible. So, what I did was lie to my diary.
"..kaya sa fiancé ni Bianca, Heart at sa lahat ng nadamay sa pekeng storya na ginawa ko, I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry." Di ko namalayan na tumutulo na pala ang luha ko.
Nakikita kong maraming nadismaya at nagalit, pero ang mahalaga nasabi ko narin ang totoo. I saw Heart at the middle row and she just smiled at me. That means napatawad nya nako right?. Well, si Bianca--I just hope she's okay.
FLASHBACK
10am.
Nasa work ako when Bianca suddenly called me online.
..you have no idea how you just ruined everything. Yumi, I've been dreaming for this wedding to happen and now Sky is planning on cancelling it and break up with me just because of your freakin' delusional story. Kaya utang na loob, umuwi ka na dito and fix this sht!.
EOFB
And that's why napilitan talaga akong umuwi ng Pinas.
At kung hindi man dumating sa 'kin ang panahon
Na ako ay mahalin mo rin
Asahan mong 'di ako magdaramdam
Kahit ako ay nasasaktan
Huwag mo lang ipagkait
Na ikaw ay aking mahalin
TO BE CONTINUED
