My Safe Place

5/19/21

There is one thing I want to do. The thing that would make me super happy. I saw this on Pinterest and decided it was the greatest idea ever.

I want to fill the bed of a truck with pillows and blankets, drive out to the middle of the huge field (I'd love to drive to the middle of nowhere, but I don't think that would be legal), maybe stop and get snacks on the way, and lay in the truck bed under the stars. It would only be me and one other particular person. We would stay up as long as we were able to and just talk. We could have meaningful conversations, or just joke around. Literally anything that comes to mind. We could even be laughing as loud as we want and no one would hear us.

However, no one that could make this happen will ever read this. The person I want to do it with will not read this. And I will probably never bring this up to anyone because I know they will not trust me and the other person to be together alone overnight. They have no reason not to trust us. Neither on of us have ever done anything inappropriate, nor do we talk/joke about stuff like that. I wish we could be trusted more, but I don't know how to earn enough trust for this.

Also, if this particular person ever happens to read this, he should know who he is.

But goodbye for now. That's all I have to say.