Well, its been a while since ive updated. I have time rn bc im waiting for Johnny Orlando's new album to drop.
I think this is mostly gonna be a note to someone who will never see it, so...yeah.
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Remember when we said we would fix our friendship? Clearly the work isnt being put in. I miss you and i still see you. I know we wont ever have what we used to. its my fault, i wont deny it. but i wish you would just let me know what your thinking. if you dont want to be around me anymore, just tell me. Im really sick of the games. I know its time to move on. Im trying. I was doing quite well actually. but you said you wanted to restore the friendship we had before the drama. I got my hopes up and ended up being heartbroken. dont try to say that we're both playing into the avoidance, bc ive tried to be around you. you just ignore me. i know we both suck at communication, i get it, but there actually is a difference between us: at least ive tried to talk to you. You just dont care enough to listen.
My feeling will never disappear, but maybe someday they will weaken. you used to mean the world to me, and now i almost wish we never met. almost.
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RandomThis is basically my diary. It's a place for me to vent adout anything. This is my life.
