I feel like this journal is slowly becoming "Notes I'll Never Send'...
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I miss you. I miss us. I miss our friendship. I miss what we had. I wish we could just go back to how it was before. Before I said anything. Before it was weird between us. Before I fell as hard as I did. You know, back when we were actually friends. We're acting so childish about all of this. We need to just grow up and get over ourselves!
Promise me something- If anything ever happens between you and her, don't treat it the way we did. Don't let something small ruin everything. It's not worth loosing another friend over. And if you start to lose feelings for her, actually communicate that. Be gentle with her heart but don't avoid the conversation entirely. Don't leave her to lie awake at night questioning whether she's still the one you want. Trust me, it hurts worse than a straight up 'no'. Most importantly, NEVER make her feel like you are leaving her for someone else. She will constantly compare herself to your new girl and beat herself up for not being "good enough". Don't break her too. She doesn't deserve the hurt that I felt.
Yes, I miss what we had, but if I never get it back I will find a way to be ok. But don't make the same mistakes again. Don't lose her too.
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RandomThis is basically my diary. It's a place for me to vent adout anything. This is my life.
