soo...It's bee a while since I posted an actual update here, rather than just a note to someone that wont see it. So heres the update.
I'm over Unicorn. I've moved past him. We're still kinda friends I guess, but not anything like we used to be. He thought I was mad at A for 'coming between us' but nothing is or ever was her fault, and i'm still friends with her.
There is someone new in the friend group: BFG (his actual nickname is Big F*cking Giant, loosely based on the Disney movie Big Friendly Giant) He's the tallest in the group, henceforth his nickname. I like him...Very direct there...Anyway, I've been scared to admit it to myself because the last time I did that I ruined a close friendship, and I dont want that to happen again. I also thought at the beginning that this was just a rebound from Unicorn. After a lot of thought, and talking to my friends for advice, I have realized that it is not. He makes me truly happy :D He dated Lemons a few years ago, and seeing as how she was my best friend (still friends just not as close anymore) I have talked to her about it as well, and I have her permission in case anything were to happen. I love that I can be myself with him, and he doesnt judge me for my childish actions. I can dance with no music and he dances along! My heart <3 There's also been quite a lot of things that have happened with him since her joined the group, and quite a lot between me and him when we working fall fest at the church on Halloween. Too much to explain, but It's been amazing. <3 :)
Idk, guys, I'm just very happy. I'll try to update here more. I honest forgot I had this journal, lol.
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