My Safe Place

7/9/21

Sooo.....

I'm gonna say this.....

When I was in public school, there was one kid that I hated. I'm not saying names, but our parents were friends so it felt like a forced friendship to me. I couldn't stand him, and there are different reasons.

First Reason: He honestly gave me the creeps. He would always be within like 5 feet of me but would never talk. It was like he was my shadow. And because he was always around, my friends and I couldn't have "girl talk". Girls talk about their period when it's that time of the month and sometimes we ask each other to check for us (if you know, you know). We couldn't do that when he was around because he was the kind of person who would get discusses by it and would make us feel bad for saying anything about it.

Second Reason: He was always crying over stupid things. For example- he found a peice of rubber on the ground after lunch and started throwing ripped off bits at my friend, A. I didn't want to get hit so I stood behind my other friend, N. A started picking up the peices and throwing them back at him because she thought it was a game. He wanted N to protect him too, but I said no TEASING BECAUSE I'M NOT THAT MEAN. He got mad and started crying. That made me feel guilty because I thought I was gonna be in trouble. I wasn't.

Third Reason: He hated any guys I was friends with because he was jealous. One of my closest friends at the time, D, was my crush as well and since he knew that, he was kinda mean to him. That annoyed me.

Fourth Reason: People always creepily shipped us together. I don't mean, "Aww, ya'll are cute together!" like people do to me and my current crush. I mean taking pictures of us together when hes random following me, drawing hearts around us, and sending it to me. Or trying to force us to be in a relationship.

Fifth Reason: Worst of all, he sperad a fucking rumor about me!! Apparently in the boys locker room he was telling people that I let him touch my boobs!! Why do I believe it? Because SEVERAL PEOPLE came up to me asking if it was true!

He still continues to text me, but I don't respond. My sister and I laugh everytime because he's texted so much. Honestly, he should just take a hint already. Clearly if I'm not texting you then I want nothing to do with you.

Thank you for reading my rant.