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Chapter 28

*Sorry for the long long update. May pinagdadaanan lang talaga ako lately and I've been to preoccupied with that but now, here's a new chapter. Enjoy! :)*

Chapter 28

Kath's P.O.V

Tatlong araw na simula noong incidenteng iyon, I tried calling him pero palagi naman niya akong rinereject. I've never been to the hospital too since then, di ko alam, di ko kayang makipagkita sa mga kaibigan ko lalong lalo na sa pamilya ni Kevin when I'm being like this. Wasak at sobrang heartbroken ng dahil sa ibang lalake. Not to mention bestfriend pa ni Kevin. I should be damn worried about Kevin, pero di ko talaga maiwasang mas isipin ko si Tristan. I love him, I've fallen for him  so bad that I'm scared na mukhang di na ako makakaahon sa lalim ng pagkakahulog ko sa kanya. He's been dodging me too in his work, pumupunta ako sa Stargaze just to talk to him but palagi siyang busy and he keep on dodging me.

Habang ako I found myself crying alone in my room and thinking about what could happen to us? Siguro di naman talaga niya iyon gustong sabihin, maybe he was just too stressed of what happened and he thinks it's his fault.

Pero parang linoloko ko lang ang sarili ko eh. Sino ba naman ang linoloko mo Kath? Ikaw? Mamahalin ni Tristan? Maybe he was just really drunk at that time at napagkamalan ka lang talaga niya

Habang sobrang preoccupied ako ay biglang tumunog ang cellphone ko

"Hello.." walang gana kong sambit

"Kath... I know you are depressed of what happened to Kevin"  No, I'm not.  "...Pero he needs you here and it's been what? Three days? Hinahanap ka narin ni Tito and also Troy, he's been asking me about you. Kailan ka ba dadalaw ulit dito" sambit ni Trishia

"I don't know yet Trish. I've been really busy lately" 

"Oh come on Kath! What's happening? Kailangan ka ni Kevin ngayon! And where are you?" napataas na medyo ang boses niya

"Chill Trish.. Akin na nga." sambit ni Eliza

"Look Kath, I don't really know what's happening because you've been dodging us too and you are not telling us about it but I respect it"   "....Oh bullshit that!" pagsigaw ni Trishia

"Shut that freaking mouth Trish. I'm talking to her!" galit na utas ni Eliza. Mukhang nagaaway pa sila. Good job Kath, now your bestfriends are worried and they're fighting because of you and you're not gonna do something about it?

"...Kath, pumunta ka naman dito kahit minsan lang. Just... Visit him. Okay?"

"..Hmmkay" at binaba ko na ang tawag

Alam ko namang hinahanap na ako nila and Kevin's still unconscous, the doctors have been running some tests. Sobrang nagaalala na si Tito at si Troy sa kanya. That's what they've been telling me

I'm just not yet ready. Hindi ko alam kung kelan ako magiging ready

Kinabukasan ay nakapagdesisyon akong kakausapin ko na si Tristan. I need to sort things out and I need to talk to him

Kaya nung papasok palang siya ng Stargaze ay agad ko siyang hinabol at hinigit ko ang braso niya

"Tristan..." utas ko at nong humarap siya sa akin, ewan ko pero parang kinilabutan ako. There's something about his gaze that froze me, parang naging malamig na ang kanyang mga mata sa akin

"What? I'm busy"

"Sandali lang naman Tristan. Are you avoiding me?" malambing kong utas sa kanya

"I'm not Kath but if you want, I can. If it makes you awkward or if it--"

"Putangina naman Tristan oh! Why are you being like this? Are you worried about Kevin? Di mo naman  kasalanan  iyon eh and I was about to tell him right after we meet, I was gonna tell him that I love you and I-"