Twenty One
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Leaving Ava to spend my weekend with Jimin ended up being harder than I thought it would.
Not only because I kept wondering how she was doing and wanted to know if she was okay, but also because Jimin kept scolding me for getting mad at her in the first place. When I randomly appeared at his hotel room door with tear stained cheeks, after letting my emotions finally run free once I was in the cab, Jimin was worried and highly confused and immediately asked me what happened knowing I was at Ava's place.
It's only been two days since I left her apartment, but I can still hear her sobs and see her puffy eyes whenever I close my own. I haven't left Jimin's hotel room once. He got a room with two bedrooms, so I was staying with him and he, obviously, didn't mind.
I keep replaying everything that happened, together with arriving at the hotel. Especially the part where I told Jimin everything that happened and how he started to tell me off for leaving her.
I keep thinking that I made a mistake, but I'm not sure which mistake. I'm pretty sure that I've made multiple, but which one is the actual mistake?
Waiting for the elevator to reach the tenth floor of the hotel, I impatiently tap my foot on the floor as I really want the comfort of my hyung right now. I know Jimin will lent me his shoulder to cry on while he hears me out. I need to get this weight off of my shoulders..
I know I told Ava I accepted her explanation and forgave her for lying to me, but it still didn't sit right with me. I really believe that taking some time apart from each other will prove to be good for us. We rushed into this relationship and finding out that she had been lying to me from the very beginning, even with good reason, still hurt me. I hope she understood why I suggested this break. I need some time to process it all.
The elevator makes a 'ding' noice, announcing it arrived on the tenth floor. I wait for the door to open before I walk out. As I walk through the hall, I'm counting the numbers.
101,102,103,104...
Ah 107, there you are!
I stand in front of the door and raise my hand to knock. I wait for Jimin to open the door, knowing there's a fat chance he might still be in bed. But to my surprise he opens the door, fully dressed and with a big smile on his face which turns his eyes into little crescent moons.
I seriously don't understand how this man hasn't been able to sweep some lucky girl off of her feet.
His smile falls the moment he takes in my face.
My eyes are puffy as I cried during the cab ride to the hotel and I'm pretty sure I look exhausted after the morning I had.
I see the worry seeping onto his face as his eyes sadden while he keeps staring at my face, still processing my current look.
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