Book 2 pt 3. IF YOU HAVE NOT READ BOOK ONE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK!!!!!
Javen and Kentrell face serious problems in there life that deal with having people out for them. They go through ups and downs with each other, friends and family. But in the em...
Nia - Confused and Toxic Love be hurting ppl feeling stg 💀, it's a book at the end of the day so I need all of y'all to relax 😭 that's why I said I wanted to delete it, a few ppl in this world are too Damn sensitive — November 18, 2022 1:00 a.m Los Angelas, California Javen Khari Scott
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I sat in the backseat of Kentrell's car with him watching as he smoked a blunt. I had no clothes on, I was just sitting here. Actually trying to calm myself down. We had just got finished fucking, we went longer than I had expected and it was good. But now I would probably have to hear Chris's mouth.
"You good?" Kentrell asked and I nodded starting to put on my clothes. He leaned over and I looked at him. He pressed his lips against mine but I didn't kiss him back.
"What's wrong witchu'?"
"You be taking advantage of me and don't even know it. But it's crazy because my dumbass always falls in yo stupid ass traps." I said.
"How come?"
"It's like......you just know what to do. You know how to lure me in." He grabbed ahold of my hand.
"Look, we don't have to be together ok but I don't want you with nobody else. I just want you to know wassup between us."
"Um that's literally how we were before and you fucked everything up." He chuckled.
"I apologized though, I don't know what else you want me to do Javen. Yes, I fucked up but we all make mistakes. I just thought since we didn't have a title for each other it wouldn't matter."
I looked at him and he was just staring down as he rubbed my hand.
"Ok........I understand that. I can honestly tell you I might've not reacted this way IF Chris didn't do what he did the same night." He nodded.
"I understand that too and I understand why you were honestly so upset but Jay you know I love you. I would never just hurt you. Even though I have, it comes off of your actions and our situations. Not an excuse I'm just saying. I love you Javen."
"I love you too........but I don't think we should be together. I think we're just better apart, I mean we be so happy."
"I know but it shouldn't be like that. Why can't we be the same way when we're together?" I sighed and then he spoke again.
"You know......maybe it's because we never have time to ourselves anymore. We always have the kids, drama with family and then the outsiders. We haven't had an us moment in a long time."
"I know but every time we do, even that gets ruined." He chuckled.
