The Perfect Ride

Chapter 34

"Sadie. You look...beautiful" He says.

"Thanks" I say.

"Uh, please..come in" He says. I smile softly and walk past him and to the couch. He sat down beside me. "I'm glad glad came".

"What did you want to talk about?" I ask. He swallowed hard.

"Coop said to be honest, so...here goes" He says. "Sadie, I am a damn idiot! I love you so much that it hurts! I thought that I'd lost the most important thing in the world to me when that doctor said I couldn't ride anymore, but I didn't even know what the greatest thing in my life was until I woke up one morning and you weren't there to kiss me. You weren't there to make me french toast. You weren't there for anything. You weren't there! I felt so lost, and empty, and in pain. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me Sadie, and I love you. I love you. That's it. I just..I love you so damn much". I was in tears.

"Jess, I-".

"I was stupid, Sadie. I was so damn stupid" He says, now fighting his own tears.

"Jess, I forgive you" I say. His face went soft.

"You...you do?" He questions.

"Oh, just shut up" I say before slamming my lips into his. He kissed me back aggressively, lying me down on the couch.

"I love you" He says to me in between kisses.

"I love you too" I say. His kisses down my neck to my collarbone and down my chest to my stomach, just above my pants. I tug at his hair and eventually the button on his pants. He instantly looks at me.

"Babe?" He questions.

"I want you, Jess. All of you" I say. He pulls his shirt off and mine before continuing to kiss me. Soon enough, we were both naked.

"Are you on the pill?" He asks.

"No. Do you have anything?" I ask him.

"No" He replies.

"Screw it" I say and pull him into my lips again. He pulls away.

"You sure?" He asks. I nod. "Let me know if it hurts".

"I will" I say. He gently slides into me. I wince, and he stops. "No, keep going". He continues to thrust, getting faster each time. Soon enough, it didn't hurt. I dug my nails into his back as he went in further and further. He moans my name.

"Baby, I'm...I'm gonna-".

"Do it. I want it" I say. He pumps faster and faster.

"Sadie....I'm...I'm C-C". He finished and buried his head in my neck. I held him so close to me, I wasn't going to let go. I didn't care that we were both butt naked. I wanted to stay like this forever.  "Sadie, I'll be yours forever if you'll let me".

"I want you" I say. His hands trailed up and down my chest and between my legs. Gently rubbing each time. That's when I felt something I never had before. Like an explosion that felt amazing.

"I want you too" He says before kissing me again.

"I think we can move past what happened" I say sitting up, covering myself up with a throw blanket. He did the same.

"I want too. I know that I said a lot of things. I know I hurt you, but I promise I will never do that again. Sadie, you're the one. My love. I lived without you for a week, and it was the worst week of my life. I don't want to live without you" He pleads.

"You won't have to ever again. I'm all in, baby" I say. He leaned down and kissed me again.

"That sweet scent of lemon. The taste of those raspberry lips. I love you so much" He says.

"I love you too. I think we've said that a lot, but...I can't help it" I say.

"No. No, baby. I will never get tired of hearing it" He says tucking my hair behind my ears. "I will never stop saying it either".

"I won't either" I say. He kissed me then stood up.

"Come on" He said and walked to his Bluetooth speaker. A song started to play. It was 'Dance With Me'.

"Jess, I have no clothes on and you don't either" I say.

"Sadie Rosen, won't you dance with me?" He asks. I smile and give in. He held me close to him and we danced naked in the hotel room infront of the balcony overlooking the city of Vancouver. I didn't think Jess and I would end up here. I didn't think there would be an 'us' again, but here we are. I wouldn't change my life with this man for anything.