Being popular is great right? You are wrong, at times I wish I was just a nobody.
My life is a whole drama, from boyfriend to exes from fakes to trues.
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Rick picked up the call after few rings, "Hey man haven't seen you around" he said "see I'll come straight to the point what did you talk about with Ivy" I asked seriously. "Calm down bro no need to get all maned up here".
"Rick talk already" I was getting annoyed now. "Ok ok" he told me about how he explained the whole truth to Ivy and how she said she needed some time to process". "I had no idea you would do that for her" I said rather surprised. "Well it look like I am not the bad guy, huh?" he joked "yeah man, I gotta go" like that I ended the call.
I realized what was happening, she was doing what she is the best at blaming herself. I had to do something she has no one to talk to and to escape the situation she would be willing to do anything. I went back to her room and placed the phone where it was.
"Where did you go" Adam asked coming from the back, I know Adam deserves to know what happened but it was not the best time. "Just wanted some fresh air" I lied. "Where is Ivy" I said changing the topic before he could ask anymore question. "Still in the bathroom crying, I don't know whats wrong" he replied. I am sorry Adam but for now I have to keep you in the dark.
Ivy came out after an hour or so. She asked everyone to go out, not looking at any of us. We left as we did not want to make the situation worse. It was around 1 in the morning, now it was my turn to sit outside of her room door. Adam refused to return but we forced him to. This was my best opportunity to talk with her alone, I slowly opened the door and entered the room. She was still awake.
I walked to her bed and sat on a chair nearby. "Please go" she said in a low voice. She turned to the other side. "Ivy talk to me baby, I am here for you" I said, she remained silent so I continue "I know you know the truth and its hurting you but listen to me, it was not your fault ok, its was just a misunderstanding and we were at fault".
"Its not just that Noah" she said "I treated you guys like garbage and now I have not courage to show you guys my face, I keep remembering those awful things I said to you and I never ever considered listening to your explanation".
I had to console her, I was right she was blaming herself. I moved closer to her "Look here, I have been your best friend before you started to walk and never in my life ever have I judged you". She looked at me with tears in her eyes, I just can't tolerate it, I hate seeing her cry. I got up from the chairs and sat with her on the bed, I was a bit afraid she would yell if I come any closer but the opposite happened she came closer and hugged me. I hugged her back and she started sobbing at first and then those sobs turned into painful cries.
"Its all going to be all right" I reassured her. "I w-was just a-afraid that you would n-never talk to m-me" she stuttered. "Hey I have been with you for years I was there when you first got drunk, at you first fight, when you had that huge crush on that basketball guy in middle school" I said feeling those memories coming back to be, they seemed like it was a few days ago. She giggled, god I missed her.
"So are you going to talk to them" I asked, she looked down at the floor, "its ok if you need time" I said. "No I will talk to them, I have to I can't be always running away from the situation" she replied back with a tiny bit of courage but it was enough to make me feel better.
IVY
Noah is just one of the few best things that happened to me. I love him like a lot, he just knows what to say every single time to make the other feel better. He made me laugh even in this extreme situation. I laughed after such a long time. I just fell like I don't deserve him.
He gave me courage and on thing that I really needed hope. Maybe its not too late to apologize and get punished for all the hurtful things that I said. I slept in hid arms that night and it felt relaxing to sleep after so many long awake nights.
The sun rose and it was the next day, when I opened my eyes Noah was still beside me, he smiled at he and said "Rise and shine sleepy head, its gonna be a long day". Yes it is, I got up and freshened up. It was my last day in the hospital, Noah had asked the other to come over in an hour or so, I tried coming up with reason or excuses to not face the situation but found none. I had to do it, today.
I got up took a bath and got ready I was preparing myself for the upcoming situation when I heard a knock on the door, shit they are already here should I hide or something, no I have to do it now or never.
"Come on" I said in a low voice. I had my back on the door as I was a little bit afraid. "Hey babe" Adam was the first one to talk, when he talked all kinds of emotions came folding inside of me. I had no idea where they came from. "Noah said you wanted to talk" said Amy.
"Ivy" Noah said reassuringly. Yes I can do it, I know that I can. I turned around and the second that I said was great breaking. They all looked miserable they were still thinking they were at fault and that I was mad at then. Good what have I done is there anyway to undo it.
I started to speak, there were so many things I planned to talk about but now that they are in front of me I had nothing to say burning at all. But I have to come up with something.
"Listen guys I want to talk to you about something" I said. They all stiffened.
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