Killing You Softly (ANATHEMA SERIES O1) Under_Revisions_V1.1_(On-going)

Chapter 48

Chapter 48:Beside Me

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Mjeiiarah's PoV

My lips felt try right after I realized what I just said. He was totally dumbfounded, I bet he didn't expect me to say that word. There's a very long pause of silence between us two, and it gives me shiver through my spine.

Shouldn't I say that word? Bakit parang nagkamali ata ako ng sinabe.

I feel a little bit awkward when he remained silent. No ones dared to moved any muscle. Were just staring at each others eyes.

Gosh! What happened to myself?! Did... Did I just say...Thank you?! 

Shit.

Mas lalo ko lang nararamdaman ang pagiging awkward ng moment dahil sa titig niya. At kahit ayaw kong isipin, Mabilis na nanumbalik sa isip ko 'yung oras na... Iyong oras na ano... na... Basta iyong ano, 'yung dumikit iyong labi ko sa labi niya, Huhuhu!

Ano ba!? Pabebe to!

"Ano..." Sabi ko nang wala akong marinig sakanya, "I mean... T-Thanks for staying," I muttered–smiling. Para akong nabunutan nang isang malaking tinik sa dibdib ng tumango siya–I mean... Hindi niya na ako iniis-snob. Oa ba? Basta iyon yun!

"it's fine," He answered back still looking at me.

Shit! Paano ba? Anong dapat kong sabihin?! Awkward naman eh! Should I laugh? Or at least fake a cough?

"Anyway, Have you checked your room?"He suddenly said, I took a deep sigh as a relieved.
 
"Do you really wanna stay here for a while?"tanong niya habang pinapagpag ang likuran niya. Tumingin pa muna siya saakin saka niya inabot ang kamay niya, "it's getting dark. You should rest."

Save by the bell!

Inabot ko ang kamay niya at tinulungan niya akong makatayo. Akala ko nga bigla niyang babawiin eh pero tinulungan talaga niya ako.

Para naman kaseng Hindi ako sanay na ganito kame, Iyong Hindi kame nagsisigawan, Walang nagmumurahan. Ewan ko pero it would be weird if sasabihin kong namimiss kong murahin siya.

it's been a tiring day for me but this guy helped me to blow my mind, having someone who's willing to listen to me is really great. I really appreciate it. And someone did it for me, Someone unexpected person. Someone that I didn't expect to be here with me.

"Yeah," I shot back still smiling at him. Maybe it's the right time to be good to him. Sinundan niya ako dito bigla, dahil lang sa binigay ko sakanya iyong offer, I don't know what is his reason but though, that simple thoughts of mine makes my heart flipped in just a seconds. "Okay. I just gonna buy you clothes for tonight–Take note, Only for tonight." He said, He even pointed his finger on my face.

Too much effort, uhh? And Wow! Sya pa talaga ang bibili ng gagamitin ko.

"A-Ah wait." I stated stopping him from walking. He face me and his face looks like as if he's asking me why did I stopped him. I gulped a several times before continuing what I started, "Are you gonna stay here...with me?" I ask stuttering.

Err! Why did I say that?!  Baka isipin niya na gusto ko siyang kasama! Biglang sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko to the point na oarabg akong oras ay sasabog na lang ako dito bigla!

Napatingin ako bigla sakanya and fuck– Pakiramdam ko ay gusto ko na lang magpalamon sa Lupa!  His face was very unreadable! I don't know what are he thinking about!

"U-Uh I mean you can stay...fuck, I mean you can lea–" I was cutted when suddenly, a smile drew on his lips. He was looking at me straight in my eyes and all i did is to gulp and gulp and gulp!