Killing You Softly (ANATHEMA SERIES O1) Under_Revisions_V1.1_(On-going)

Chapter 17

Chapter Seventeen: Truth really hurts

Dedicated to:@Miss_Deese

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Mjeiiarah's PoV

Why I am still Alone?

Why I am still a failure?

Why I am always end up being miserable like this?

"One bucket of Beer please,"I commanded.

I feel very devastated, this is too much. I can't take it anymore.

I look at the bartender who's just standing in front of me.

"I said Un secchio di birra al peperoncino!" I exclaimed when he didn't move, partially just watching me. He look at me as if I told him to cut his own neck. I took a deep breath before facing him again, "You Give me One bucket or I'm gonna buy this bar just to fire you?"I  commanded.

"S... Sì, subito señorita!"He didn't even refuse not to obey me, he immediately prepare my order and put it right in front of me.

I grab it out of his hands and started swallowing it like it was just a mineral water.

Gosh?!

Why I am acting like this?

Wala namang mawawala saken kung Hindi ko nakuha 'yung offer ni Tanda diba?

Wala rin akong sinabe kay Momma na makukuha ko 'tong offer, And I don't even say any single thing about this to her?

So no pressure.

But why I have this feeling like... I will never be able to get what I wanted to be.

Ano bang problema sa akin?

May galit ba sa akin ang Diyos para maramdaman ko lahat ng 'to?

Nilagok ko ang Laman nang bote at inantay na gumuhit sa lalamunan ko ang kirot at Pait ng Beer.

Err–This is my first time drinking alcohol like this.

Tsk! This is really strong, but ci.pare to my life, this beer is nothing! Tsk.

Pagak akong natawa sa sarili ko habang inaalala ang mga pinagdaanan ko.

'Ganito ba ko kababaw?! Hanggang ganito lang ba ang kaya ko? Bakit Hindi ko maabot-abot 'yung ibang gusto ko?! Bakit... Bakit Hindi nakikisama saakin ang lahat? Bakit lahat ng 'to mangyayare saakin?! Bakit sa lahat ng tao, ako pa? Ako pa 'yung napiling pahirapan ng ganito?! Tsk! Akala ko dati, magkaroon lang ako ng magandang buhay at masayang pamilya, okay na lahat. Pero bakit nandito pa din ako? Bakit walang nagbabago?! Tsk!

Napatingin ako sa hawak ko at halos lumipad ang apat kong kaluluwa ng makitang halos lima na lang ang natitirang beer sa harap ko, seriously? Pang ilang set na 'to ng inorder ko?! Ganito ba ako kahayuk sa alak? What the heck Mjeiiarah? What the heck is this!?

*Kriiiinnnggg*

I took the phone call and answer it.

Lorielle.

"Ma'am?"She utter.

"Ya."

"I already sent you the information about Cuanco Family."

I could feel my jaw tightening.Yudishuta, Galing makisabay ng Panahon eh! kung kelan bwisit ako dun pa tumawag 'to.

Ajujuju Saitama gusto kong suntukin Mo silang––lahat utang na loob gawin mo ang inuutos ko.