Falling Pain

Pain 15: Again

PAIN 15
AGAIN

Unexpectedly, that day... Faye becomes finally well. She still seemed weak but her temperature thankfully was now lower. At siguro ngayon, mas nagpapagaling na lang siya kaya baka Lunes kinabukasan ay makabalik na ulit siya sa klase.

It was supposed to be good news right? But why does it seem that I felt a bit disappointed? Is it because of the delayed plan... na dapat sasamahan ko siya sa buong maghapon nang biglang may dumating na lalaking may berdeng mata?

"So that's her boyfriend, huh?" I muttered as I continued to clean this entire space of the ABM's rooftop that has several wastes to clean and fix. I also need to paint the sides.

Dahil finally, aayusin na ang rooftop dito. That's what I suggested though, and surprisingly they actually agreed to it!

Guess what? This is my detention after what I did to that Vice President.

"Hindi ko akalaing kaya pala ayaw mo makipag-usap sa amin ay dahil mas gusto mong kausap ang sarili mo."

Speaking of that girl, I turned to look at her as my face is straight as hell. Ano na naman bang problema niya?

Maeenjoy ko ang pag-aayos dito kung mag-isa lang ako, kaya sa totoo lang ay ayos lang sa akin na ito ang aking naging detensyon. Pero dahil iniisip ng babaeng 'to na tatakasan ko ang parusa, o ipapagawa ko sa iba... binabantayan niya ako.

Tss, kung sana ay tumutulong siya, pero hindi! Kundi ay nandito siya at nanggugulo sa akin.

Binitawan ko ang hawak kong walis tingting at nauubusan ng pasensyang nilapitan ko siya.

"You're saying something?"

Mabilis itong napahalakhak nang marinig ang sinabi ko. Ngumisi siya at pinagtaasan ako ng kilay.

"Opps, hindi ako naghahanap ng gulo ha? Sinasabi ko lang kung ano ang nakikita ko."

Magsasalita pa sana ako pero napagdesisyunan ko na lang na huwag na lang siyang pansinin kagaya ng nakagawian. Muntik ko na talagang patulan ang babaeng 'to, lalo't wala ako sa mood.

But I need to get a grip of myself and remain on my composure even though she's almost crossing the line.

"Ang tagal mo magwalis, Prez. Tumitirik na nang mataas ang araw. Kung sana ay isinama mo 'yong transferee, hindi ka na sana nahihirapan dyan."

Tss, this girl is getting into my nerves.

To be honest, kahit may naging parte rin si Faye kung ano man ang nangyari sa babaeng ito na napakaOA, I still take all the responsibility. I take all the blame just as how I accept the truth that I'm the reason behind Dhypien's agony.

Kasalanan ko naman talaga. That's the reality, and I can never change it.

At saka may sakit si Faye, kaya hindi na dapat siyang idamay. And I'm sure she didn't mean anything she said either. Unlike me, somehow... I don't regret doing it to her. That's just her payment for all the nuisance she's giving. And to be frank, it wasn't actually enough.

Mariin akong napapikit saka napabuntong-hininga. Kung hindi ko sana nakalimutan ang headphone ko, kahit papaano ay maganda sana ang araw na ito.

Sinubukan ko na lang bilisan sa ginagawa para makaalis na. Itutuloy ko na lang sa susunod. Hindi ko na kayang manatili pa nang mas matagal dito. Not with this girl.

But in some way, I was thinking about... what if I take this opportunity to confront her and ask her about her behavior towards me. But do I really need to do it? Or I'll just let her do whatever she wants... and continue to just don't mind her?