Part 22

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Katy POV

I wake up to the sounds of annoying monitors,just because i'm used to the sound doesn't mean I like it.

"turn it off" I say

"turn what off" i hear Ni say

" the heart monitor, mute it, it's annoying"

"ok on it"

"thanks Ni"

"no problem love"

and with that Harry comes over telling me to open my eyes.

"No,i really don't want to"

"But i really need you to"

"you can check them in like an hour lemme go back to sleep"

"nope can't do that"
after that i feel harry opening my eyes, so naturally i turn my head to the side. Niall and I lock eyes

"Katy stop being difficult, you know it's mandatory" Harry says

"fine" i say as i move my head back over

"lookin good,so as you know we are changing your chemo to every other day and keeping a much close eye on you" Harry says

I am half awake and already closed my eyes again nodding just so he leaves me alone

"Hey do you guys want to run home and grab some blankets and stuff from home,i'm just gonna go back to sleep" I ask knowing the real reason is so I can talk to harry

"No i want to stay with you" Ni says

"Ni, i promise nothing will happen i'm just going to sleep. If anything happens Harry's here and the nurses have your number" I say

"yea i guess you're right"Ni says

"I always am!" I say while gigging

they get up and leave and it's just me a harry. I would be lying if I didn't think he was a bit intimating. Especially when he's mad at you.

"why didn't you talk to Niall?" He asks breaking the silence

"Why would I?"

"oh i don't know he's your husband?"

"I know but i figured if i just avoided everything it would all go away"

Harry walks over to the bed and sits down next to my hips/hands

"Katy, I'm going to be very honest with you right now. I know you are a very very very smart woman but I also know that you are hiding something. Nobody in their right mind who knows as much as you do, knowing they have a month tops left to live, just sit there and try and do nothing. So i'm gonna ask you this question and I want you to be honest with me. Do you actually want to continue treatment?"

something about hearing that last question just sent me into tears because I am an idiot, I have all these people around me and love me and how selfish am I just to give up. I have the best job in the world, I have the best husband in the world. I have the best friends in the world. I just want to throw it all away?
On one hand I just want things to go back to the way they were but on the other hand I have so much more to live for.

"I don't know" I say

"I feel like you do Katy"Haz says

"I'll leave and give you sometime to think about it, just let me know before Niall and ash get back" Haz says

" Ok"

as harry is walking out I grab his attention

" Harry?"

"Yes" he says as he is turning around

"can you stay. I need someone to comfort me while I cry, but I need a friend right now not a doctor"

"of course I can"

he says down on the bed and engulfs me in the biggest hug and it was honest what I needed but that just sent me into more tears. Probably because he hasn't been my friend in what feels like forever,he's been my doctor.

after a while he leaves, I decided to take the time to get cozy in my room, all the crying tired me out so I ended up falling asleep.

I wake up and it's now 8 pm and Ash and Niall are still not here. So I called him and got no answer. It's whatever he bad about answering it anyways he's probably busy. Harry comes marching into my room.
just what I needed

"so did you think about it?"

" yea, and I want a new doctor, Ashton would work fine but it can't be you"

"oh?"

"earlier made me realize how much I missed our friendship and I feel like this whole situation has driven us apart, so I would like a new doctor. You work here and you know i'll be living her for at least another month and you know the door is always open, but with that being said I would like to continue treatment."

"ok then...I will talk to ash, just to let you know he isn't the same as me so If he takes you in, expect a day full of tests tomorrow"

"gladly"

"with that also being said it's time to feed you so let me go grab a nurse and have her start your feed and teach you how"

"Thanks haz!" I basically yell since he stormed out of my room

i could obviously tell he was mad at my decision but I needed him

eventually Niall and Ash come in, with what looked like the entire house

"we went shopping and got you decorations!" Ash announced

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