Part 27

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Katy POV

I left and went to chemo, of course I was going to miss Niall, I miss him even when he's gone for like an hour. So of course this is going to be hard these next 3 months but the reason I'm excited today is that I finally have a day all to myself. Don't get me wrong I'm an extrovert and love being around people but I've been around people every day for the last 3 weeks. Once I was done with chemo I walked down to the front desk of the ward and picked up the titanic lego set and let me just say, it was a lot bigger then I thought it was. The nurses helped me carry it back because i'm definitely not as strong as i used to be. This takes me back to dental school when I would build legos all the time to help take my mind off school. I guess i've come full circle. I have about one week left of my first round. i'm hoping the boys will let me go home. I mean i don't see why not but I never know with them.

I spent the entire day building legos, unbothered by doctors. I don't know how today could get any better! Ashlyn is coming over tomorrow after chemo too!

next day
I woke up to ashton screaming at me. Once i gained enough energy I looked at the clock realizing it was now noon and I had chemo at 10. I can understand why he's yelling at me

"Ashton I'm so sorry, It won't happen again. I just lost track of time last night"

"Katy I can't get you back on the schedule until your next appointment which now means you're behind on your treatment. Do you understand that?!?!"

"Yes but I'm still human and make mistakes no need to come into my room yelling at me for this being my first time sleeping through"

" you're right, i'm sorry. This just can't become a normal thing"

" of course it won't it was a one time thing" i say trying to lighten the mood

"knock knock" i hear ashlyn say

"come on in"

she walks in seeing Ashton not too happy and then looks at me

"is now a bad time"

"nope i'm leaving"Ashton says with a huff. He's obviously pissed,but there's nothing i can do anymore besides apologize and i did that

"what's his problem"

"i slept through my chemo this morning"

"oh...yea that makes sense"

"yep! anyways you came at a good time, i was going to start working on legos again"

"how about we go on a walk, get some fresh air, change of scenery"

"i'm not really in the mood right now though"

"i knew you were going to say that but we're doing it anyways"

"i don't look presentable"

"good thing we can change that. I brought some more clothes from home so i can wash your others"

"oh my gosh you're a blessing"

"here change into this and i will braid your hair once your done"

i go into the bathroom and change my clothes and then grab my hair brush and some hair ties for ashlyn to do my hair with

"here you go, would it be easier if i sat on the ground"

"yea sure"

ashlyn starts brushing my hair when it starts hurting a bit. I didn't have a good feeling about it.

"hey uh how long have you been on chemo"

"idk about 2 weeks"

"ok yea uh your hair is uh"

"you can say it, falling out"

"yea uh that"

"it's okay it's just hair" i say with a saddened tone

i look down into my lap and just see clumps of hair

"how about i just do a bun"

"yea that's fine"

It was a reality i knew i would have to face I just thought i had a bit more time. I'm not super attached to my hair but it's just another reminder of all the changes. I mean first my job and now i don't even have hair?!?!

"how about we shave the rest so it all matches!"

"yea let's do that"

"i'll go ask the nurses if they have clippers"

once ashlyn leaves the room i just start crying from no where again i don't even care that i'm losing my hair i just don't know what's happening to me rn. Ashlyn walks back in to me crying

"oh girl it's okay" she says as she walks over and engulfs me in a hug

"i know i don't even know why i'm crying"

We sit on the ground hugging for a while and i ended up just sitting my head on her shoulder

"it's only been a day and i miss Ni"

"That makes sense. It's only been a day but there's been some major changes already"

She walks over to the outlet and plugs in the clippers and shaved it down the middle of her head

"what the heck are you doing you look stupid"

"we can look stupid together!"

We spent about an hour shaving our heads.  We walked into the bathroom to revel what my new look is

"wow"

"you look great"

"i have no hair"

"well yea"

"let's call ni"

After about 5 billion rings he finally answers

"hey ba- wow you look great"

"I'm bald"

"yes you are. bald and beautiful"

"does harry know"

"No, only ashlyn"

"she wants to take me on a walk so people will figure out eventually"

" ok well i'm in the middle of sound check can we talk tonight"

"of course! love you ni"

"love you too kate"

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