NARARTOR POV
"What the hell is that Lisa? What do you think you are doing? She's your wife!" Jennie has been asking the same question since one hour ago in Lisa car that parked right in front of their parents Mansion.The talk happens to be in car since Lisa refuse to answer to any of the cat-eyed girl question.She's been talking non-stop all the way back home like a crazy person while her little sister just keep her head lower like what she does in the hospital earlier.
Jennie groan and hit the steering wheel which cause the car made a short loud sound of "HONK!" when she accidently hit on the wrong spot.
"Lisa,please..answer me and talk to me.You can't always stay like this everytime you fucked things up.You have to talk Lisa.I know it's hard for you and you feel overly guilty towards Roséanne" This time,Jennie voice goes softer.She reach for her sister hand and rub it gently. "I'm your sister.I care about you.Sorry for shouting at you just now but what you did is wrong.Roséanne is wrong to.I'm not backing up any of you.I just want you to talk to me.What's wrong? Why did you hurt her?"
Jennie started to lose hope of getting any explaination from the younger.What should she do so that Lisa speak to her? She did everything she could but nothing works.
Taking a deep breath,she retreat her hand from Lisa and grab the steering.She decided to drop the conversation for now.Maybe this matter is still new to Lisa and it might pressure her too much.Maybe after getting some rest and moment alone will help to make Lisa feel better.She can talk to her again tommorow.
When Jennie was about to hit the gas pedal with her right foot,a soft sob enchoed in the silent car. She stop in her track,quickly snap her head towards her crying sister.
"I don't know what I'm doing Unnie.I was just mad at her.I tried everything I could to understand Rosie but I just can't and fail everytime I try to.Her ego is high,not wanting to be the one who's wrong make me upset more.I feel like a terrible wife.Everything I gave her,everything I do for her..she hate them all.I just..I don't know.Does she still love me like before or she just hate me like the first time we met? I'm scared unnie.I'm very-very scared.I'm scared of losing her.She is everything I have and everything I need but now she seems to be hating me a lot.I want to fix things with her but the more I tried to,the more thing I fucked up" Lisa says while crying.She brought her hand,covering her face and cry loudly.
Jennie stare at her sister for solid few second,trying to register all the words Lisa had just said to her.The sight of Lisa crying so bad like this makes her feel speechless.That girl,her damn arrogant selfish sister is crying and it's not just crying but crying loudly.Lisa always say she hates crying.Whenever she saw anyone crying at the park or school all or on the roadside,she will snort at them and say that it will only waste their time.They look ugly when crying and it won't change anything.But today,here Lisa was..crying for the second time for the same blonde girl she loved the most: Roséanne Park.
That makes Jennie realize how much Lisa truly love the girl.Since Roséanne make an appereance in Lisa life,she change.Lisa is not the exactly the same old Lisa.She become more vulnerable,loving and less workaholic.Before,Lisa just got stuck with works for most of the time and even in the weekend day but since she married to Roséanne,it seems like Lisa got more excited to stay at home more than in the office.She will always finish her work quickly but carefully.Her face will lit up at the mention of the beautiful blonde.Whenever she talk about Roséanne,her face and eyes showed love.A true love.The real happiness.Tje very new thing Jennie ever seen in her little sister.That makes her happy but it makes her scared too.This love going to break her sister very bad if it goes wrong but will make her sister the happiest if it goes right.
Jennie sigh.She plop her body on the driver seat. "I know you love her,Lisa.I know how it feels like in the edge of losing someone you love.I never experience it but I think I know how you feel.Just like when we were still in school.I thought I lost my favourite pencil when I'm home and was about to do homework when I realize it's gone.The next day I came to school and yell loudly to the whole class and say "who the hell steel my favourite pencil?!" ,not minding the weird look teacher giving me in front." she chuckle. "Luckliy I found it somewhere back in the classroom.Someone must had been hiding it there.Since that day,i bought a pretty designated necklace that hold my always favourite pencil.Everyone look at me like I'm a real crazy girl because of the long necklace I wear to come to school everyday and my favorite pencil hang freely and weirdly on it." she smile to the memory.
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