The Love Battle(Chaelisa)

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~Extra update I had promised~

ROSÉANNE PARK'S POV

"That body in the box isn't yours Lisa.You promise me" I cried.This is it! The end of my world. "I know you are still somewhere out there" I says painfully with my hands on my chest where my heart is beating crazily.Each beat gives me pain.Each beat makes my mind flashing back all the memories I had created with Lisa.

"I swear.That is not you"

Tell me I'm just dreaming.Tell me this isn't the real world I should be in.Tell me Lisa is still here.Tell me it isn't Lisa's legs and arms in the box.

"TELL ME!!!" I scream loudly in my cries with my head on my folding arms that rested on my folded kness on my chest.

The contain of the box...it can't be true.There's no way it could be Lisa both arms and both legs with her bloody dress in it.I refuse to believe it.Not if the contain is only two pair of cutted arms,two pair of cutted legs and her black dress that she wore that night on the family gatherings.If it was really Lisa,I need to see her body and her head with her face.But there are none.How will I identify the real owner of that parts of the body?

I shook my head as I lifted it. "I know that isn't you.I know you will keep your promise.I know.I really fucking now that isn't you" I says,staring at the big transparent window. "You must be somewhere out there.Where are you?" yes,where is she? Where is my Lisa?

(Lovesick Girls Song Played)

The ringtone of my phone played.My phone buzzed on the night stand but I couldn't care less.My heart is hurting.I feel like my head want to explode.So many things happen to my life and Lisa's.In a blink of an eye,we are happy.In a blink of an eye,I lost her.

I don't even know if I'm living in a real world or am I just stuck in a nightmare a day I fall asleep in those good days where I'm so happy with Lisa?

I just..I just couldn't believe any of this.What is happening???

Was it because of who I am before? That I am now punished like this because I've been bad to everyone around me? But..why? If that is truth that the universe wanted to punish me,why don't do it all to me instead of Lisa? Why? Why? Why?

"WHY?!!!" I scream with my eyes looking up on the gloomy sky through the transparent window.I couldn't help but cursing the universe.Why?

There's so many "why"?" questions in my mind right now.

But..every each of them have no answer to fit in.

Why does Lisa had to dissapear on the same day where we both were supposed to be happy with the good news of us becoming a parents in 7 months and a week (just my estimations).

Life is too unfair.

I swear..the universe is turning it's back on me.

Crying,I rub my hand on my tummy. "This baby" I close my eyes as my heart stings with so much pain just by the thought of Lisa. "This baby is yours and mine.We should been happy by now.You should have been here by my side, caressing my tummy and whispering loving words to our little angel.This is the child.The child we created together.The child we worked so hard on because you and I wanted to have a kid so much.We wanted to see the mini us walking and living.The combination of us two becoming one.Where are you now? Don't even trying to tell me you left before you sees this little bunny in here that's surely can't wait to come out to see you and me loving her/him" I says in whisper,looking down at the floor beneath me while reminiscing the memories of Lisa talking to me about having a baby.She's been the one excited to have one.