Never had the interest in getting married or involving in any kinds of special relationship. Everything feels chaotic when they are told to get married to each other.
Well,read it.
(Warning!!: Lalisa is going to be intersex in this book which mean...
Tha rain had stopped.So does my tears.I feel like,the sky, the clouds and the moon in night is my best friend now except for the sun.Just like my life,those imaginary friend of mine is what accompanying me in the dark,in my sorrow,in my cry,in my vain and pain.They reminds me of how pathetic my life is,how terrible I've been.
Sighing,I look at the picture of me and Lisa on the night stand.
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That is the picture of me and Lisa,taken in a studio in old style.She is the one requested it from me on our 3rd months wedding anniversary.She was using a fake hair she bought from the store because she wanted to make something crazy that day (well,that is Lisa real hair but.. whatever).
"Stupid" I mumble to the picture. "You always knew how to make me smile" I took the picture from the night stand without bt aring eyes off from the image of Lisa.
Staring at the lovely picture,I use my right hand to caress my flat stomach that got 7 weeks old baby in it.
"This is your mama" I showed the picture to my tummy with my index finger pointing at Lisa's pic. "She is so beautiful, isn't she?" I smile sadly looking at the image of Lisa with lips pursuing in the pic.She looked so beautiful,so flawless.She is a goddess.
"You'll be so beautiful/handsome like your mama one day" I sigh lovingly while picturing how my baby look with familiar figure on her/ his body or on the face once he/she was born.I can't help but to smile when I think of Lisa.The baby gender is not a problem to me.If they took over Lisa,they surely gonna be handsome or beautiful.Ans that's because their other mama got a look of a girl and a boy at the same time.
"Wait..I have that picture here" I says as I remember the newest picture of Lisa with her bang slightly parted I took recently.
Putting down the photo in frame I held in my hand previously on the bed,I turn my body to rummage for the picture of Lisa from the night stand drawer.
"Here it is" I says when I found it in the drawer.I then plop my body back to the bed with a sad smile tugging on my lips. "I miss you" I trace my fingers all over her handsome face in the photo.She looked so beautiful,so handsome at the same time.I even took the picture of the side of her face and created a collage for it.She didn't even know I'm taking her picture secretly.So,when she found this pic in our night stand drawer,she sulk at me,calling me a 'creep'.
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