Asgardians {Godsiblings x SisterReader} (Marvel)

Chapter 33

This chapter is basically what happens in the five year gap. With Steve and (Y/n), anyway. A blurb sort of thing.

(Y/n) P.O.V.

Sometimes things happen even when we don't mean for them to. For example, Steve. Thor left soon after the ordeal with Thanos to rule our remaining people, Brunhilde with him. I had opted not to go yet, still recovering. After that kiss, not much happened between Steve and I, and I fear nothing ever would until I got well enough. I had fought off the infection, leaving me in a state of rehabilitation. I had to work up my strength, but I was able to walk and move on my own without worry. One night Steve and I were talking about where I'd gone.

I told him everything from crashing and losing my memory on Sakaar, to Thor and Loki finding me. From losing my Father just to be thrust into a fight with the sister I didn't know about to losing most of my people, Loki along with them, at Thanos hand. I tell him about Thanos and New York. I only leave out the part about being married to the Grandmaster.

He tells me his side of the civil war, about finding his friend from his time, Bucky. He tells me about him being Hydras pawn, and how he was controlled to be an assassin, of which, killed Tony's parents. He tells me about their fight, and being on the run. "It's a shame you shaved. I would have liked to see the beard."

"Really? That's the part you focus on?" He laughs, but it's sort of hollow. Nobody can smile or laugh without it being slightly sad. "I died, Steve. I have new priorities. Besides, you're a handsome man. I want to know if it proves to be true all the time." I defend. "I don't think that was really my concern at the time." He jokes. "Maybe it should have been. Every action you take should be in the interest of pleasing me." We both realize how that sounds, but don't speak it. He sits a little closer, and so do I. "Is that so?"

"Do you think you're up to the task? I am a goddess after all." I say, a twinge of cockiness in my voice. Our bodies keep getting closer and closer, and I'm filled with desire. "I think I am." He responds. "Then show me." I demand, finally bringing my lips to his. He grabs hold of me, holding me tightly to press our bodies together. Our hands roam each other's bodies, desperate to prove the other is there. That this is happening. He took me to his bed, leading to a passionate night together.

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I awake the next morning. Feeling...not shame exactly, but unsure. He wakes, immediately trailing kisses from my shoulder to my face. "This was a mistake. We were both emotional. We shouldn't have done that." He looks confused, and slightly hurt, when I push him away. "Emotional, sure, but it's because this has always been between us. It wasn't a mistake. The mistake is that I didn't get to you sooner." I smile a little. "Well, being on another planet, and then another another planet, tends to do that."

"Do you regret it?" He asks me. "No." I say instantly. "I worry you didn't mean it." He props himself up a little to look at me directly. "(Y/n), I don't want this to be a one time thing. I haven't stopped thinking about since you disappeared. I was so scared you were gone, and I never got to kiss you again. I don't want to let you go. I never want to let go again." I know, in part, he's reminded of the lost woman from his time. But I know he still means it, that he wants me. "I won't let go either. Not again." I promise.

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After some time courting with Steve, I find myself doing something I haven't done in a long time. Steve had left our home a few moments ago, leaving me alone on the cold day. "Mother, I believe I have in fact been proven wrong. I believe I have lost. But my one true hope is that Steve can show me otherwise. Oh, I do hope you approve him, you and Father. I don't know how much more heartbreak I can take. I'm fortunate to have had you always believe in me. So please believe me when I say I can't take much more before I give up."