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SUNWOO POV

"You fucked me then left a day after. How much of an asshole are you? You told me you loved me! Then a day later, you're flirting with another girl. I thought we had a thing, but clearly I was wrong. I didn't mean that much to you."

"I've been staying out of your way. So please stay out of my way, too."

"You forgot about me, so let me forget about you, too. Please don't come over anymore."

I sigh, running my fingers through my hair out of frustration. I can't stop thinking about it. About Jihyun. I've never seen her look at me like that. Her eyes were filled with such... hurt.. betrayal.. everything.

As she was telling me to stay out of her way, her eyes filled with tears, those tears threatening to fall out. I should feel guilty, but I don't. I know I should, and I know not feeling bad makes me a bad person.. but Soyeon makes me happy. It was so out of the blue, I wasn't expecting myself to fall for her.

I loved Jihyun, I really did. I loved her with all my heart. She was my first ever love. The first girl I ever caught feelings for. But... all of that seemed to disappear the moment I laid eyes on Soyeon. It's terrible, I know. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but I can't help but have feelings for Soyeon. She's a great girl, she has a great personality, and she's so beautiful. She's absolutely perfect to me.

I can tell Sunghoon makes her happy. My only hope is that they end up together.. so that maybe, just maybe, she'll forget about her and I and she'll stop hating me. I'll be with Soyeon, and she'll be with Sunghoon. He's better for her than I am.

"Are you really choosing Soyeon over Jihyun?" Sangyeon sits down next to me.

"Yeah." I answer. "I love Soyeon."

He sighs deeply.

"What, hyung?" I ask him. "Are you gonna tell me I'm doing the wrong thing, too? Trust me, I've heard a lot of it."

"Sunwoo. You're making a mistake, seriously. You barely even know that girl." Haknyeon says, frowning.

"You've known her for almost a month only and you're already saying you love her?" Jacob scratches his head worriedly.

"I don't know... it's different with her!" I defend myself.

"You said that about Jihyun." Haknyeon deadpans.

"Sunwoo hyung... I don't even know Jihyun that much, but I can tell you're way better off being with her than that girl Soyeon. You're fucking this up, dude." Hyunjoon adds himself into the conversation.

"Don't refer to Soyeon as 'that girl'" I snap. "You guys are my best friends! You're supposed to support me and be happy for me."

"We all love you, we really do, but you're really making a wrong decision." Younghoon adds.

"You barely know Soyeon. You've known her for what, weeks? Maybe even a month? You're going to leave Jihyun for her?" Juyeon sucks his teeth, upset.

I look over and see Eric sitting there in the kitchen, being silent. Not saying a single word, his face was expressionless. It was clear he was mad at me, too. Of course he was. He always takes Jihyun's side. What can I do, though? They're best friends.

"Come on, Sunwoo. You know better than that. You love Jihyun!" Hyunjae exclaims.

"Loved." I state. "I loved her."

"She looks happier with Sunghoon, anyway. You guys are all blaming it on me when you clearly haven't seen what Jihyun's been doing with that dude Sunghoon. They've been getting close way before I met Soyeon! Why aren't you guys saying anything about that?" I stand up, pissed off to the max.

"Sunwoo, why are you-" Kevin gets cut off.

"Why the fuck are you pinning this on her? Jihyun hasn't done shit to you." Eric finally stands up, breaking out of his silence, snapping at me.

"She's done nothing but be there for you! She still defended your name when you called her a whore, do you know that? She still cared for you even though you threw hurtful words at her. She hasn't done anything to you, Sunwoo. Absolutely nothing. Admit you're wrong and stop being a fucking jack ass." Eric jabs his words at me.

"Let's calm down, guys....." Changmin looks worried.

"You're nothing but an asshole. You're so ungrateful. She would have done anything for you. She loved you with all her heart, you fucking asshole. Yet you're leaving her, again. For a girl. Are you serious? For a girl you barely even know?" Eric continues, making my blood boil.

"Eric, stop this." Sangyeon sternly says.

"Fuck you, Eric. Fuck you. You're never on my side. You always take hers." I get closer to him, but some of the hyungs stand between us.

"You know why I always take hers? Because you fuck up every single time. She literally has not done a single thing to you. You're in the wrong every single time. You're the one who hurts her. You're the one who leaves her." Eric adds on, turning red from anger.

"Calm down. Both of you." Younghoon frowns.

"Fuck you, Eric." I spit out. "You're the fakest piece of shit ever. If you want to defend her like the little puppy you are for her, be my damn guest. I don't give a shit."

I grab my hoodie, and phone, storming out the house.