Bakery |Ranboo x Reader|

38: It's My Problem Not Yours.

Hazel (my dog) is still mad, she told me she'll eat your first newborn if I ever catch whoever was stealing my art.

She also said she loves everyone who didn't steal my art and she want to lick your face and give you her paw.

She also said that she has to get back to reading Flowers from 1970. Even tho I told her it's too sad for her.

Update: Hazel is now crying.

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Trauma
Crying
Depression
Suicidal thoughts
Implied cutting
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"WHAT??!!" Ranboo said suddenly, I jumped.

"Sorry, what?" He said, I chuckled.

"Like I said it was nothing I'm not used to. He just asked for my name, I flipped him off so he asked me for a smile. And I responded with "shove that request up your ass." And he called me a "whore" so I said I sleep with his dad." I said yawning. Ranboo kissed my cheek.

"That's the Y/n I know. Still disgusting, I hate people who do that." He said, "oh and I made fun of his small duck." I said, Ranboo burst out laughing.

"Ok that's a good one." He said still laughed, I chuckled.

"Are you tired?" He said, I nodded.

"I also booked cabin for this weekend and we're only going to be spending 3 days and 3 nights. We'll leave in the morning of Monday." He said, I smiled and snuggled into his embrace.

"You didn't have to do that." I said, Ranboo hugged me, pulling me towards his chest.

"I'd do anything for you." I said, I laughed and gave him a quick kiss.

"I love you, thank you so much." I said, Ranboo laughed.

"No problem, I love you too. But guess what's also coming up?" Ranboo said. I looked up confused.

"What?" I said, Ranboo looked at me confused.

"You're birthday." Ranboo said, I laughed. ,"Oh yeah I forgot I existed." I said Ranboo laughed.

"Ok you probably should go to sleep." He said, I nodded and snuggled close to him again, slowly dozing off. But I was awoken up by Ranboo.

"Hey, I want to talk to you real quick." He said, I was drowsy and tried to comprehend his request.

"Sure what is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes.

"I don't think this working day and night thing is healthy." Ranboo said concerned. I sighed.

"I appreciate your concern but it's what I have to do." I said closing my eyes again and pulling the blanket over me again.

Ranboo pulled the blanket off me.

"I know but if you just let me-" I cut him off.

"I don't want to fight about this, it's my problem not yours." I said, but Ranboo didn't let it go.

"It is my problem. It's affecting your mental health and it's separating the two of us." Ranboo said. I rolled my eyes and sat up to look towards Ranboo.

"Come one now, if you wanted to hang out with me more you could've just asked!" I said throwing my hands up, Ranboo reached out to grab my hand. I swatted it away.

"Come on, I didn't want to interrupt you. These past 3 I don't know 4 months have been hell for not just you but me." He said, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"You wouldn't have interrupted me. I was waiting for you to do something!" I said, Ranboos face softened.

"Can't we settle this without fighting?" He said softening his tone. I nodded and rubbed my eyes.

"Yeah yeah whatever. I'm just very stressed-" I was cut off by Ranboo.

"Yeah I know..., I found your antidepressants.." Ranboo said, I shot him a look.

"Where you snooping!?" I asked in disbelief. Ranboo panicked and shook his head.

"No no, I opened one of the cabinets about three months ago when I was making dinner..... And I.... accidentally opened the medicine cabinet and I so happened to see your name...." Ranboo said, I looked at him, he looked at me and reached over to grab my hand. I let him.

He kissed my forehead, goddamn it, I fucked up now. I thought. Ranboo hugged me closely.

"What's been going on?" Ranboo said, I dug my face into his jacket.

"Please tell me, this can't be going on for much longer." Ranboo said, I had to hold back sobs.

"I'm so sorry." I whimpered, Ranboo hugged me tighter kissing my head and rubbing his hand on my back to comfort me.

I couldn't help but cry all of my traumas in that moment. Ranboo held me tighter than he ever did before trying his best to comfort me.

"It's ok... dont worry it's ok. Everything will be fine.... Shhhh hey it's ok no need to cry." Ranboo said holding me in his warm embrace. I felt horrible and amazing at the same time.

My childhood poured out of me, and I don't know what I would have done if Ranboo wasn't here. At this moment.

I clung on to him, not even caring about if I for his hoodie wet. And I don't think Ranboo did either.

After I collected myself up a bit Ranboo cupped my face with both of his hands. "Hey you're alright ok. You need to tell me when you feeling down. I'll always be there for you." He said holding my face. I cracked a soft smile, Ranboo wiped the tears from my face with his soft hands.

"I'm so sorry, if you need space after this- I'm sorry again, I'm just confused and stressed and it's all too much for me." I said, I wiped the remnants of my mental breakdown and looked back up at Ranboo.

"I wouldn't take space if I was stupid." He said, I blushed. And my face ran hot, I didn't know if it was from me crying 5 seconds ago or because I was flustered.

"I- thank you Ranboo. I can't help but think about how horrible I've been these past months." I said, Ranboo wrapped his arms  around me and planted a soft kiss on my cheek.

"I'm sorry too, I should've reached out sooner. Can you promise me you didn't do anything to yourself?" Ranboo said hugging me. I felt a wave of guilt hit me, as if it was lightning.

"You're too late..."

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Hey guys, I'm sad so I decided to project that onto you guys. So Um.... Here

Slim Jim's and boobs

Word count: 1080

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