Bakery |Ranboo x Reader|

39: This Might Sting A Little

My grandpa shaved my fucking dog. 😃 anyway hazel told me she is done crying and is ready for passerine but she cried like a bitch after the last one. I mean is one technically. Anyway here you go.

Enjoy the angst.

TW//
Trauma
Depression
Suicidal thoughts
Implied cutting

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Ranboo froze in horror, I saw his eyes start to water up but he caught himself before anything began to spill out.

"I- can I see?" He said with shaky breath, I took a deep breath in and nodded.

I picked my shirt to show a couple of band aids of some small cuts I made. But that was only the surface.

Ranboo placed his hand on the bandage, his hands trembled as he ran his warm finger on the cuts.

"Is that it??" He asked concerned, I shook my head. Ranboos eyes widened as I picked up my left sleeve.

"I- why did you do this?" Asked Ranboo concerned.

"It's complicated my past isn't the prettiest." I said, Ranboo looked at me as if I was weird. Which almost sent me into tears.

Ranboo noticed my emotions and snapped out of it and pulled me into a hug.

"I'm so sorry, I wasn't there for you." He said, I hugged him tight. I couldn't bare hearing Ranboo tear up.

"It's not your fault." I said, Ranboo hugged me tighter.

"When was the last time you cut?" He asked concerned, I hesitated about saying the truth.

"3 days ago." I said, Ranboo hugged me tighter.

"Promise me you won't hurt yourself anymore?" Asked Ranboo, he pulled me out of the hug. I nodded, he cracked a smile and gave me a quick kiss.

"Let's go clean up these cuts, I don't want them getting infected." Ranboo said, I never thought about that. I nodded and we both stood up to walk to the bath room that was in my room.

Ranboo came in with a towel, paper towels and soap. And the only thing that terrified me was the hand sanitizer.

"What's with the bottle of death?" I asked ponying to the sanitizer. Ranboo chuckled.

"It's what they use to clean wounds. It'll only sting for a little though." Ranboo said planting a kiss on my cheek and grabbed the towel to wet it.

He came back with the damp towel and paper towels.

"Do you want me to do your sleeve first?" Asked Ranboo I nodded. He made me sit on the toilet seat so I could relax. He squared next to me and held my arm in his hand with the towel.

Ranboo removed the bandages and got the wet towel.

"This might sting a little." He said, he put a little of the sanitizer on the towel and wiped it on my cut.

"Fuck." I said between clenched teeth, Ranboo looked up at me to make sure I was ok.

"Was that ok?" He asked, I nodded reassuringly. He nodded and went back to my arm.

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After a while Ranboo had safely bandaged up my arm correctly and cleaned all of them.

"Wait I still have some on my stomach." I said, Ranboo looked at me trying to figure out what he should do.

"Uh- I'm not sure." I just took off my shirt and sat there in my sports bra. Which were way more comfortable for me than barbed wired coconut cases.

"I- AhH!" He said covering his eyes. I chuckled.

"You're fine, just get on with it." I said, Ranboo snapped out of it and began to get back to work.

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(I swear to fucking god if I see one dirty minded comment I will eat your liver and then shit it out and feed it to your family on thanksgiving dinner.)

It felt weird to be fully bandaged correctly. But I didn't complain.

"You ok?" Ranboo asked as I layed down on the bed, I nodded.

"Yeah, thank you Boob boy." I said, Ranboo chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist, being as gentle as possible. Making sure to not hurt me.

"I love you, it's late already you should go to bed." Ranboo said kissing my forehead. I smiled and kissed him, which Ranboo returned the favor.

"I love you too. Good night." I said, Ranboo kissed my cheek.

"Goodnight."

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The next morning I woke up to my phone alarm buzzing off. I picked it up to gaze at the time.

"Shit" I mumbled to myself, I was going to be late for work. I looked back at Ranboo who was sound asleep, then back to my phone.

I decided to text my boss. I had her under the name Boss-Lucy.

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Hey, sorry for the late response but I won't be able to make it to work today.

Oh honey can you tell me why? I hope your ok.

Yeah, I'm fine. Just something came up that I have to take care of.

Ok, then enjoy your break. I'll just have David take your place for today.

Ok thank you again Lucy!! :)

No worries luv!!

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I put some my phone and looked back over at Ranboo. I sighed.

"God what did I did to deserve you?" I whispered to myself.

"Absolutely nothing." Ranboo said in his sleepy deep voice, which made me jump. I blushed in embarrassment.

"OH SHIT!" I said, Ranboo burst out laughing.

"You ok?" He said laughing, I couldn't take him seriously with his deep ass voice.

"That's hot." I mumbled blushing, Ranboo looked at me confused but holding back a laugh.

"I'm not wrong." I said, Ranboo laughed.

"Good morning to you too I guess." He said, I laughed laying back down with Ranboo.

"Oh yeah- good morning Mr. Boo." I said kissing his cheek. He chuckled and kissed my forehead.

"Wait don't you have work?" He asked confused, I shook my head.

"I asked for a day off." I said, Ranboo nodded.

"Oh, so where too?" He said, I looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"What do you mean 'where to"' I said laughing, Ranboo chuckled.

"It's date day."

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Word count: 1024

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