Unknown Man (Anonymous Series #1)

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    I felt paled and started to trembled.

What a beautiful sight they are right?

Ang kaninang kaba na hinahanap ko ay ngayon nandito na, the man he is kissing is Atlas. My man.

He is kissing my man!

Kita ko kung paano ibaba ni Atlas ang kan'yang kamay sa bewang ni Orpheus at tila inaangkin ito. Orpheus started to snake her hands on his arms and rest her head on his biceps.

My vision becomes blurry and I started to drink my tequila in one shot. Hinayaan kong sundan ng aking mata kung saan sila pupunta, I saw Atlas talking to some bouncer before they go upstairs...to the rooms.

They're making out.

May dumaan na waiter sa gilid ko at kinuha ko agad ang tequila rito at agad na inubos. I silently cried while people around me dancing while laughing.

Kailan ba ako magiging tunay na masaya?

Naabot ko na 'yun, naranasan ko 'yun. Pero bakit unti-unting kinukuha ang mga taong nagbibigay saakin ng tunay na saya?

Paano naman ako? Kailan ako?

“You're wasted Chelsea," I heard Jake's voice behinds me.

“I'm not wasted Jake, fvck off!” I shouted in rage and stand up.

But I shouldn't let myself soaked in tears and pain. I won't let them to use me as their pawns in their chess game, or any game they're playing!

Nagmartsa ako patungo sa palabas ng bar at mabilis na hinanap ang kotse ko.

“Pina-uwi ko na ang kotse mo, at saka si Kylie. You know how dangerous when you're with Kylie right? Baka saktan siya ni Tita.” Jake concerned.

Hindi ko namalayan na bigla na lamang akong sumigaw ng sumigaw hanggang sa mapa-upo ako sa semento at parang bata na umiiyak na nakasalampak roon.

I didn't thought loving him will be this painful...

He's my first love...

“Chelsea...” Jake uttered and hugged me.

“J-Jake...saan ba ako nagkulang? We're lost in communication, I know. What kind of love is this? This love is full of mystery... selfishness and no goals to set to...I don't know, Jake. Please remove the pain...p-please.” I pleaded while I'm crying on his arms.

Mahigpit niya na lamang akong yinakap at sa katahimikan na kan'yang binigay, alam kong dinadamayan niya ako sa gawing 'yun.

I felt that he carries me and put me inside on his car. I know he will sent me home, I trusted him. That's why I let myself dozed to sleep...but one person still I'm thinking even I'm unconscious...

Atlas.

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  “Chelsea! Bumangon ka na kung ayaw mo ma-late!” I heard my mom's voice filling inside of my room.

Nagmulat ako at nagtaka dahil nasa loob ako ng aking kwarto. Hindi ko maalala ang mga nangyari kagabi, I sat on the bed and still caressing my head.

“Start to move Chelsea!” Utos muli ni Mommy.

Umiiling na lamang ako at lutang na umaalis ng kama at pumasok sa banyo. I took a shower while still thinking, what happened last night. My head felt heavy, naparami ba ako ng inom ng alak?