Sambucky - Figuring out feelings: Book 1, 2 And 3

Book 2: Chapter 18 : Control

*Click*

The door locked.

Sam sat up. What had just happened?

He didn't know what was wrong with Bucky but he knew better then to try and leave. Something had happened to him.

But Sam didn't know what.

Bucky spun from the door and stepped towards Sam. Sam felt himself getting nervous. Bucky had an expression on his face that Sam couldn't quite place. Sam stood up.

'Bucky. What's wrong?'

He ignored him and grabbed Sam by the collar. Sam was caught off guard so he didn't even attempt to escape. Then Bucky pulled him in towards his face and attempted to kiss him-

'Bucky stop! What are you doing?'

Bucky stopped and tilted his head, looking Sam straight in the eyes. Sam felt uncomfortable. His eyes were piercing.

He released Sam and fixed his tie. Sam stood still, letting him. Maybe it had worked?

Oh no. He wasn't fixing his tie he was untying it.

Sam pushed his hand away and stepped back, looking past him. Damn it. Bucky had the key in his pocket.

Sam felt stuck.

He couldn't fight Bucky. He couldn't hurt him at all. He couldn't persuade him to let him out because someone had messed with his mind. He didn't know what to do.

Bucky was now holding Sam's face in his hands. Sam didn't even try to move away. He'd have to play along.

'OK Bucky. I'll stay here. You can leave'

At last Bucky spoke.

'No. I can't leave. I want to mind you Sam. I want you, Sam'

Sam rolled his eyes. Then quickly switched on a smile.

'Well...' He put his hand on Bucky's arm 'seductively' to hide that he was moving it from his face. 'How about we play... A game?'

Bucky looked confused. Sam thought he was about to say yes but he shook his head.

'No. You don't decide what happens'

Sam sighed. He already missed actual Bucky.

Oh no.

Buckys hand slid to his waist and he pushed him backwards. Sam felt the back of his legs hit the bed and he was falling. He grabbed Bucky's tie to stabilise himself but only succeeded in pulling him on top of him.

'No no. Go away!'

He was stuck now. Pinned down by the super soldier on top of him. Bucky went to kiss him again but Sam rolled from underneath him and stood up. Now Bucky was also standing on the other side of the room across the bed.

Sam wouldn't be able to keep this up much longer.

'Bucky. This isn't you'

Bucky closed his eyes for a second, seeming confused. Then they opened to reveal a startlingly determined look in his bright blue eyes.

'You're right. It's you'

Bucky walked around the side of the bed while Sam backed out to the balcony. He was well aware that there was a long drop behind him.

'You're the reason I'm doing this. I love you Sam'

Bucky was getting closer.

'Just look at you! Your face, your arms, your abs-'
'Just stop'