shattered glass{ tw-abuse, self harm }

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10th July 1989
3:23am
The sound of glasses breaking and spells being thrown woke me up ,  i glance over at my alarm clock .

*dad must be home*

i thought to myself .
This happened almost every night , my father would come home drunk and angry and fight with my mother , i knew he would be coming for me in the morning . There was no way of helping my mother , i tried a couple of times but almost got me and herself killed . Im 19 though so i planned on moving out ,  i just had no where to go and could never find the time to pack.
I crawled out of bed and made my way to my bathroom which was attached to my room ,i sat myself down on the cold floor . This was my way of coping , it had been since i were a child . The noise slowly drowned out of my mind and i started to feel at peace , numb almost.
i looked over to the blade which lay on my sink and reached for it .
The cold blade touching my warm skin made me flinch a little but as more and more red lines appeared on my arm i started to feel nothing , except for blood trickling down my wrists .
I cleaned my wounds up and made my way to my bed as i heard my father slam his bedroom door and my mother sobbing downstairs . My mother never really cared for me , i guess the abuse must have got to her because when i was 14 she hit me for the first time , not as bad as my father but i guessed that hitting me was her way of coping , so i let her do it.

*time skip to the morning*

My eyes drifted open and i lay on my bed for a second , my mind was suddenly distracted by the feeling of my throbbing wrists .
I rolled up my sleeve

"fuck"

*i never usually go that deep*
I thought to myself . My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of heavy footsteps making their way to my bedroom . I quickly sat up from my bed and sorted myself out to look presentable .
My door opened.

"still in bed i see" ..."lazy bitch" he snarked , grinding his teeth.
"get the fuck up and start packing"

"w-what?" i stuttered and he glared at me

"i want you out , your a waste of fucking space and i don't want you under my roof" he shouted

"i have nowhere to go dad" i said in a pathetically mumbled

His eyes turned to mine and he stepped closer before slapping me across the cheek causing me to whimper in pain , that made him grab me by the neck , holding his wand to my throat.

"i don't care" he hushed" you will find somewhere and you will be gone before noon" he raised his voice.
I gulped and nodded , he ended the conversation by storming out of the room , slamming the door on his way out.

I looked in the mirror to see scratches on my neck from his nails . I grabbed my wand and proceeded to sort everything into piles using a spell i was taught before i finished school .
I packed as much as i could . not much though and i changed into my clothes and tied my long y/h/c locks into a low messed up bun . I put my makeup on and brushed my teeth before looking into the mirror and sighing .

 I put my makeup on and brushed my teeth before looking into the mirror and sighing

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