Everyone has a reason {Bellatrix lestrange x female reader}

{TW~SMUT} Mine , All Mine.

{TW ~ small ED part , SMUT }yep finally found the right place to put it in ;))

*The next day*

Y/N'S POV
8:53am

I felt my soft bed sheets beneath me , i knew i was awake but i didn't dare open my eyes , i just wanted to sleep again . I was honestly dreading the day ahead , Bella and Cissy suggested i re start training tomorrow so today were kind of just giving me and Bella as much relaxation as possible . Normally that would make me happy , but not this time ; i have to eat , i have to let myself be taken care of , it makes me feel so uncomfortable being taken care of , idk theres just something so uneasy about it .

I heard little snores coming from beside me which shifted my thoughts to the feeling of my hands entwined in Bellatrix's gorgeous black curls . I then decided this was worth waking up for .

I opened my eyes but immediately closed them again when i was met with a sharp ray of sun , i slowly began to open them , letting myself adjust to the light .

I averted my gaze to the sleeping beauty in my arms and quietly leant forward and placed a soft kiss on her cheek .
A smile tugged at the corners of her mouth and i was met with her gorgeous chocolate brown eyes

"good morning baby" she huskily groaned

"morning my love" i whispered and pecked her lips

She detached herself from my arms and sat up .
I turned and buried my face into the pillow for a few seconds before i felt her hugging my waist
"honey we need to get up" she whispered into my ear before sitting back up again

i rolled back over and looked up at Bella who was running her fingers through her messy hair
"10 more minutes Bels..please" i begged and she just shook her head as a response

she pulled me up gently and brung me into her arms as she cradled me

"come on y/n we have all day to lounge around but just get up and get changed first so we can go and eat" she said while playing with my hair

i dreaded that thought.
*no y/n you can do it*
*you'll be fine*
*just eat for gods sake*
*its not that fucking hard*

i realized i hadn't responded to Bels and she was still running her soft hands through my hair
i just gave her a simple okay and a nod before she pulled out of our hug and went to shower .
(Bellas likes to shower in the morning , i'm more of an evening shower type of person)

While Bella was in the shower i got changed and waited for her . I decided to wear something relatively comfy but nothing like joggers or hoodies because at the moment they made me feel really stuffy and just sort of uncomfortable.

^^todays fit ✋😐

After Bella had showered and changed for the day we headed downstairs where we were met with a very perky Narcissa . We watched as she glided along the room , setting down plates and glasses as she hummed an upbeat tune to herself.