Everyone has a reason {Bellatrix lestrange x female reader}

Champagne problems {slight TW, mentioned in chaper}

{TW ~ alcohol , slight SA , panic attack}

*Y/Ns POV*
I still hadn't gone home yet. Home , if thats even what i could call it after seeing how mad Bella was . It was about 9pm now and I was walking , i had been for a good hour , until i saw a pub .
*i mean.. what else can i do*

I walked into the pub , wiping the dried mascara off of my cheeks and patting down my messed up hair . I sat at a stool by the bar and ordered myself a glass of whiskey , one turned to three and three turned to six . I then got bored of it and decided to get some shots of firewhiskey , i had about 8 shots before i moved onto vodka.

"rough night huh ?"
i looked up to see and unknown man rubbing his chin and eyeing me up and down , honestly at this point i was too unaware to care so i just nodded and took my 3rd shot of vodka . It was now 11pm.

"might wanna slow down there , i've been watching you all night and you've had quite a lot to drink" he smirked as he put his hand on my thigh

i know me and Bella had just argued and we weren't technically dating or anything but i was still loyal to her and only her.

"listen" i slurred "i have a girlfriend, sort of, but still" i half lied

he ignored me and continued to caress my thigh . I was getting stressed out , i don't know if it was my anxiety , the alcohol , or both , but the faint music that was playing in the pub was blasting through my ears , i could hardly hear myself think , i was hot and sweaty and my eyes started to tear up again.

"GET OFF ME" i cried , the music was too loud for most to hear but he definitely could

He placed his finger over my lips "shh pretty one , your only being like this because your drunk , now whats your name"

Before i could reply i heard someone shouting my name

"Y/N ?! Y/N IS THAT YOU ?!" i turned to see Narcissa pushing through a small gathering of people and peeling the creep off of me

I hadn't seen Cissy in like three weeks apart from the meetings and right now i was so overwhelmed and drunk that all i could do was hug her and sob into her hair .
"C-cissy..what a-are y-you doing here ?" i said between cries

"i was out with Lucius but he went home early , why are you out by yourself ? did that guy hurt you ? " she questioned

i shook my head , tears still rapidly streaming down my face

"come on sweetheart" she smiled "lets get you home shall we , you've clearly had too much to drink"

i started to panic as fear filled my eyes and she noticed

"n-no i cant go h-home Cissy" i sobbed

"why not y/n ? what happened ?"  she looked concerned

it dawned on me that no one knew about me and Bellatrix , they just thought we lived together so i started by explaining whats been going on with me and Bella these passed few weeks .

"a-and then this afternoon we got into an argument , s-she was so angry C-cissy , she was mad b-because i faked my recovery a-and i lied to her about being better" i rambled and cried

"shh its okay , listen i will have to take you back to Bella okay , ill talk to her and figure out what happened , i cant leave you here all night" she said whilst pulling me into a tight embrace

the lump in my throat came back and all i could do was nod in agreement , i was however terrified to face Bella but i was so grateful Narcissa was here .