Everyone has a reason {Bellatrix lestrange x female reader}

Do you get deja vue ? {TW ~ED behaviour}

Me and Bella sat in a comfortable silence in our train compartment whilst Draco was sitting with the first years .

We were dressed in our Slytherin robes , i was quietly admiring the blurred image of what was on the other side of the train window .

*god i cant believe i'm fucking doing this *
*I'm back at Hogwarts*
*i thought id managed to escape this hell*

i thought to myself . I was however broken out my thoughts when Bellatrix leant her hand across to me and lay it on my lap .

"darling come and sit with me" she said.
I replied with a nod and got up to go and sit next to her.

"do you remember your fake name?" she asked.

We decided to keep our first names , except Bellatrix was going to be called by her nickname , Bella , instead . I had decided my fake surname and she had decided hers. She also had placed a charm over herself so no one would recognise her as Bellatrix .

"Y/n Aldridge" I proudly announced "do you remember yours bels?"

"Bella Windsor" She chuckled

"this is gonna feel so weird Bels , i'm literally 20 and going back to fucking school" i playfully scoffed in attempt to cover up the underlying anxiety.

"yeah.." she began" look i know you hate it there , i know how tough you said it was , but hey, everyones gonna love you , your drop dead gorgeous and theres nothing to not like" she said brightly , to lighten the mood to which i gave her a soft smile .

My head rested on her shoulder and i tried my hardest to keep my eyes open.

"sleep little one , we still have another 3 hours of this" she whispered and stroked my hair

"will you read to me?" i shyly asked

she giggled a little before responding "the usual ? poetry ?"

i nodded and she pulled out her book and began reading.

"Celia Celia by Adrian Mitchel

When i am sad and weary,
when i think all hope has gone,
when i walk along high holborn,

I think of you, with nothing on."

Just the soothing sound of her voice sent me to sleep as i heard her start to read the next poem .

- - -
7:00pm

I was soon awoken to see light rain pattering on a darkened window as i felt the train slow down and come to a halt.
*for fucks sake here we go* i thought.

"come on my love , we should get going , we don't want to get caught in the crowds" Bella said in a hushed voice while slowly trying to wake me up a bit more.

Suitcases in hand , we pushed through crowds of first years , towards the carriages .
We sat in a carriage with two other people , a boy who's name i gathered was Chester and girl who had introduced herself as Willow.

Chester had very light brown , mousy , hair that flowed lightly on top of his forehead , he was relatively tall , about 6,2 , quit slender but you could tell he had muscle . His face was dotted with brown freckles which complimented his deep green eyes .

Willow was around the same height as Bella , about 5'9 , they both towered over my 5'4 self . Her long hair rest slightly below her chest , it was dark brown , almost black but not quite . She had sort of grey eyes ,almost blue, as it was very dim i could hardly see them .