i felt a soft ray of light on my face , as my eyes fluttered open i gazed upon the beauty which lay next to me , and for a moment i forgot about everything and the world felt like my oyster.
as i came out of my thoughts i realised her arms were tightened around my waist
I shuffled a little and Bella let out a mumble and her grip tightened even more.
"you know, your not so scary when your clinging on to me like a child" i whispered into her ear
"shut the fuck up y/n"
GOD her morning voice ugh
"come on Bells we need to get up , you have a meeting today"
a small groan escaped her lips as she whispers bluntly "fine"
"but i don't want to leave you alone for a meeting , not after last time" she said
"Bellatrix that was one time . you know i wont do anything" i replied
"still..i can never be sure , and i don't want you hurting yourself"
as her arms loosened , i attempted to stand and my legs stumbled and i fell back down to the bed
"uhm B-Bella.. i think i need a bath , i cant walk" i nervously said
"if you can walk after sex then whats the point silly" Bella giggled
she sat up and walked over to me , she picked me up bridal style and carried my naked body to the bath
with one flick of her wand , the bath was filled and she placed me in the hot water , my weak body slightly flinching
she sat next to the bath and stroked my hair lightly
Then she stopped and i felt her eyes on me
i then felt a light grasp around both my arms
*fuck fuck fuck its light now . i forgot about my cuts*
"y/n... what did you do"she whispered while tracing her fingers over the cuts
"Bella you saw them the other day" i tried to cover up the fact that there were more
i was panicking internally
"yes but-"she hesitated "t-there are more , there are fresh ones"
"when did you do it"she continued
i stopped for a minute , questioning wether i should try to lie or not
i didn't want her to be disappointed
"bels i don't know what your talking about , i haven't done anything since i left my parents house and first came here" i lied
she took a deep breath
"when..did.you.do it?" she repeated
i gave in
"the other night..when i went home to get my stuff."i mumbled quietly
"i'm sorry bells i was just so upset i- i didn't mean to cause trouble" i said raising my voice , i panicked , i was rambling ,
she opened her mouth to speak and i flinched expecting her to shout
"shh, its okay . its okay , just please talk to me when you feel like this..i don't want to loose you y/n , one cut too deep and.." she trailed off
all i could do in that moment was lean over out of the bath and hug her , tears streamed from my eyes and once again she stroked my hair
"promise you'll try and stop , or at least talk to me" she said with a worried tone and wide eyes
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Everyone has a reason {Bellatrix lestrange x female reader}
FanfictionY/n has always had a thing for running from her problems . But this time especially. Did she take it too far ? ~"everyone has a reason y/n and mine , well mine is to make you happy" _ _ _ TRIGGER WARNING - THIS STORY CONTAINS A LOT OF S3LFH4RM , AB...
