Dead Hero's Heart

Chapter 53

🛑In this chapter, themes such as mental torture and (short of) rape are used. Please be aware before you proceed into reading this chapter🛑

URARAKA'S POV

Everything around me was black. I couldn't see anything, neither feel. It was very quiet. There was nothing that ruined the silence other than the consistent beat of my heart that was raging inside my chest.

I tried to move, but I felt my body being restrained. I tried again and the same happened. I started to panic. I pulled on my body again and again, an attempt to make myself move forward but I never budged.

Desperate, I opened my mouth to scream, shout for anyone to came and help me. But immediately, I felt like I was choking and started coughing maniacly, trying to allow air to enter into my lungs.

I felt the familiar erge to vomit, though I couldn't sustain it as I usually do. I threw up in front of me and then gazed at the crimson red substance that painted the darkness. It was the only radiant color I could distinguish.

I gazed at the liguid for a while, feeling my body tremble under its sight. Terrifying pictures flashing into my mind from times I preferred to forget.

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U̸r̸a̸r̸a̸k̸a̸

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I̸M̸ N̸O̸T̸ L̸E̸T̸T̸I̸N̸G̸ Y̸O̸U̸ D̸I̸E̸ H̸E̸R̸E̸! I̸F̸ I̸ C̸A̸N̸T̸ G̸E̸T̸ Y̸O̸U̸ O̸U̸T̸ T̸H̸E̸N̸ I̸ W̸I̸L̸L̸ D̸I̸E̸ W̸I̸T̸H̸ Y̸O̸U̸!

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I̸z̸u̸k̸u̸ M̸i̸d̸o̸r̸i̸y̸a̸ i̸s̸ d̸e̸a̸d̸!

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H̸E̸ D̸I̸E̸D̸ B̸E̸C̸A̸U̸S̸E̸ O̸F̸ Y̸O̸U̸

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I̸ d̸i̸d̸n̸t̸ w̸a̸n̸t̸ h̸i̸m̸ t̸o̸ d̸i̸e̸

I̸ k̸n̸o̸w̸...

I̸ k̸n̸o̸w̸...

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Tears streamed down my eyes uncontrollably as I sobbed in the middle of the nothingness I was surrounded by. I felt my feet give in and I plopped down in the ground, unable to move.

I just laid there, my face planted into the blood, my blood, as my tears mixed with it. How could I have forgotten. Even if he is here now, he is still dead. And I am the one responsible for this. I killed him.

I was always nothing more than a pityful little girl who couldn't take care of herself. Just another wannabe hero without potential that drags along with them the others because I can't survive on my own.

I heard whispering around my, and saw the darkness twist and turn, forming different monster like beings. They looked at me hungrily as they kept on whispering, harsh words filling my mind and they kept on going.

I listened to them, not missing a thing and I felt like I wanted to scream.

"Useless"