I Don't Belong (Warren Worthington iii Fanfic)

Chapter 2: Just Another Day

(Vivian's Pov)

I fluttered my eyes open to the sun shining through my bedroom window. I sighed and groaned as I turned the other way just wanting to go back to sleep because believe it or not, I'm not a morning person...like at all...or ever...and god knows I can't sleep anymore without having nightmares of my shitty past and shitty family and because of that when growing up I always slept by Logan because I would wake up from nightmares screaming and having panic attacks...so yea...fun...

But I also have nightmares of my wolf side of me just hurting and killing everyone that ends with me or Logan dying...so not fun...But thankfully Logan does all he can to make sure I'm okay...I honestly can't thank him enough for all he's done...he's fed me, kept me clean, happy and healthy as can be...

Sure, life still isn't okay right now but could be worse honestly...but I just wish me and James had answers on my wolf mutation and how it happens and how I can control it...but we've ruled out pretty much everything...I mean it's not full moon, I don't think it's got to do with emotions...so what else could it be?

Anyways, today is a new day and I just really hope I don't turn into a wolf because not only am I just so angry and irritated all the time, but I happen to transform back naked...so that's fun...I can basically never go anywhere because James is very cautious of me and other people and we can't exactly let other people know I'm a mutant or people will come after us and Logan doesn't want that...I don't want that...Hence why we're very cautious and he's very protective of me...always have, always will be...

When I turn into a wolf, not only do I sound like a wolf to others but when I talk like my normal self, I'm just a wolf to others...but I mean Logan can somehow understand me so it's like some kind of telepathy...yea...I don't know...nothing makes sense anymore so I don't expect much these days.

Anyways, I fluttered my eyes open seeing I was in my nice cozy bedroom. Me and Logan have been living in an abandoned 2 bedroom home for a few years and it's good...not great, but good...It's safe from civilization so that's a good thing.

I mean it's worn down hence the term 'abandoned' but it's got a working bathroom with hot water, the kitchen and living room are good and everything works...from time to time but thankfully Logan's good at fixing things so incase if stuff does breakdown he knows how to fix it.

Our bedrooms weren't super big but they weren't super small either so it's great and cozy and I'm here with Logan so I couldn't be any happier...I would live in a cardboard box as long as I had Logan so I don't have much expectations.

I smiled softly and sighed as I looked at the time seeing it was 9am, I groaned and rolled my eyes as I sat up and rubbed my face tiredly. I put my hair in a messy bun and looked around at my bedroom...there wasn't much since me and Logan are pretty poor and we didn't bring much after we moved and because we move a lot we have to travel light...

Me and Logan really only have a few sets of clothing and things to keep us company so...but like I said, I'm with Logan and I couldn't be happier and he's kept me alive for 18 years so I can't really complain because he did a great job all things considering...

At least I was human today so that's a good thing but it's strange because sometimes I'll sleep like a human and wake up a wolf or vice versa so...not cool...Yes I still feel pain while transforming but ya know...7 years of this shit so I'm used to it really...nothing I can't handle...

I sighed as I hopped out of bed stretching and yawning. I shivered a little and frowned because it gets quite cold early in the morning and at night...that and I just get very cold in general...I was wearing sweats with one of James's sweaters that was HUGE on me, but I was still freezing. I sighed and yawned and wrapped my arms around me for warmth and headed out of my room to the smell of food and coffee which made my stomach growl.